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the 6th day of CNY at 4:26 AM

hehe..today went to visited my granduncle. He is 80+ ages, but she look younger than that, and he is very strong! healthy! hehe...when we just arrive his house, my dad shake hand with him, and the first thing he said to my dad, is not happy CNY, but is... : ' still so dark!'. haha...bcoz my dad is very dark, from young til now, never change. When we heard that, all of us laughing. haha... he very good man! he know so many language! haha..mandarin, cantonese, hakka, hokkien, english, malay and tamil! very geng! haha..
We stay there for few hours, den..he wan his maid to pack some food for us, pack chicken rice and some 'kuih'. hehe...althought he is old, but he still very strong! really good! he was a doctor, and all his daughter oversea. only him alone at Msia. hehe..
he told my dad that he hope can have a good dinner with us, all of us. Coz today only few of us went there, he wan to see all of us. hehe..my auntie planning it. haha...
After visited my granduncle, we went to my grandma house, coz my grandma cook Asam Laksa, haha..and my auntie at there also. So we just went there to have a sit. hehe..
quite boring actually...CNY gonna end. haiz...sad..


GONG XI FA CAI at 5:37 AM

Yeah! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! This year is OX year, wish everyone all the best, may healthy and wealthy always be with you ! yeah!

The first day of CNY~
Just like the previous years, i woke up much more earlier than usual, and when i went to down stairs, my dad was sitting on the sofa already, and my mom was busy with the prayers stuff. I went to brush my teeth and of course wear my new clothes! haha..feel so happy with it! haha..and then went to help my mom to cook breakfast for the family. Just simple ' dim sum'. hehe...after having my breakfast, my dad and mom start to give out ang pau, the first ang pau i get for the year. hehe...after everyone of us prepared everything, we went to visit my auntie..when we reach there, all start to talk and chit-chat. My auntie boiled red bean soup, my dad and sis all drink, but i didnt take it, because i was full. haha...and auntie give out ang pau..hehe..watch tv there..and short while more, we went to my grandma house. hehe...
too bad, my cousin Lee Yeng went out to watch movie with friend..hehe..but..still ok la..grandma give ang pau, and we wish. Just like everyone will do..haha...having fun there, watch tv..hehe..and i fall asleep, coz is too boring...sit down there..nothing to do..forcing myself not to close the eye..hehe..at last, my cousin came back..just chit-chat with each other le..nothing to do more..hehe..and when we going back home, my sis get a call from my cousin Kin Lam, he invite us to his house, so we visited them le. hehe...when we reach his house, they are gambling, haha..playing ' la-mi' with cards. really geng...haha..have some drinks there, and my dad borrow some DVD from my uncle to watch because my dad will be having his holiday until the 16th of CNY, haha...he need to do something during his holidays...haha..until 9 pm something, we went back home...the first day of CNY, didnt gamble...huhu..haha..might be a good thing..hehe..

The second day~
yeah! the second is more fun la, coz my auntie and all my cousin went to my grandma house, just same as the previous year. haha..and when we reach there, just doing our manner, call all the uncle and auntie and wished! hehe...had my lunch and everyone waiting for my sis to start the gamble! haha..u know why? my sis very good in gamble,hehe...me...not ok! dunno mahjong, dunno 'la-mi', only can play cards. haha...thats all..haha..The game start, two table for gambling, one for mahjong and one for cards, of course i wont sit at the mahjong side, so..just sit down at the cards side, and play. Its fun! but..too bad..i lose bout 30 bucks! nvm..is ok! only can blame on my luck! haiz..haha..but..its really a happy day for me. hahaha...

The third day~
Didnt go out, because my dad's friends coming to my house. Uncle Tham, Uncle Lau, Uncle Albert, and Jully. hehe...they visited my house, and i'm a host i have to serve them with the best service! hehe..long time no see uncle Tham, he look fatter than the previous year, hehe...look good! hehe..we was talking and chit-chatting le...never see auntie Tham so long time, she didnt come to my house, miss her so much! hehe...uncle Tham say that his son is in UK studying, hehe...he want us to study harder..hehe..his a good person! hehe..this few uncles here give ang pau except for uncle Albert, because he havent marry..hehe...and uncle Lau was keep on joking with uncle Albert..haha..it's funny! haha...
after all the uncle went back to their home, we start to clean up all the things and wait for another visitors. haha...around 7-8 pm, the visitor came, is my friend's family. Never see her for many years ago..haha..miss her so much! Elaine, finally we meet! haha...welcome to my house! like usual, serve my visitors! haha...after serving, start to talk and chit-chat with my old friend! haha...and after a while, another visitor came. Its uncle Alfred, haha...with the family..hehe..i have to serve them too! and my dad also chit-chat with the two uncles and all the ladys..are having their own topics. hahaa...really having fun! happy to see my friend again! hehe..it's time for them to leave, so just say bye to everyone of them...

The fourth day~
hehe...went to visit my dad's auntie, thats my grandauntie..hehe...my dad's side de..at first, all my cousin came to my house and meet, and have a sit at my house for a while and then went to my grandauntie house. hehe...my grandauntie had just shifted to another place, so we are confuse with the new place she live now. Coz we just been there for once, not really can recognize the place..but, finally..we got it! haha..my grandauntie was so happy when saw us! haha...go into the house and sit on the floor, hehe..nice..haha...she serve us with all the drinks and food, just like the every year we went to her house, she's a very good person! haha...welcoming! haha..after that, just listen to what all the auntie talking..hehe..and my grandaunt said that, our granduncle wanted to see us, coz maybe he will say bye to us soon adi..wanted to see us at last..so my auntie planned to see him on saturday..hehe...when it's time for us to leave, we all just say bye to the host...hehe...what to say about this grandauntie? she is good! she have the potential to be an internal designer! she is very good in this! Her new house is decorate by herself, the place for the staircase, the door..all are design by her! she is really good! Even an old sewing mechine, she can make it as a table! omg! she's great! hehe...when we are on the way home, my dad told us about the Kock's family! now only i know, we are from a very big family! omg! The story is long, and interesting! a bit complicating, like those Hong Kong drama. Very interesting! haha...
When reach home, i cooked a maggi mee to myself, because i'm damn hungry! haha...after that, stay in my room to do homework. When about 6 pm, my dad came in and told me that he wanna bring us to pub, so i quickly keep all the things and go pub! haha...
had my dinner in the pub, and sitting there, looking everywhere. hehe..i have been to this pub before, but..it still having fun ! haha...around 8:15pm, the pub singer start to sing! and he is talented! haha...he can play guitar, and also keyboard. Maybe u will think that easy, but..he can play while he is singing! his voice are good! i enjoy listening to the song! i feel so relax! haha...i like it very much! haha...when it's time, we leave and go home. Suddenly...my dad say he wanna eat ' fuk kin mee', so we just accompany him to a restaurant, to have our supper! haha...not only 'fuk kin mee' , my dad still ordered crab! haha..my favourite! hehe..i hv my supper and eat until the stomach gonna pecah! haha...tasty! haha..

The fifth day~
Didnt go anywhere, just stay at home and watch tv..is the most boring day in the CNY week...hehe...at night just online and blogging..hehe...hopefully tomorrow will have a nice program for me, haha...maybe going to visit my granduncle, and going to my grandma house to have my Asam Laksa. haha...grandma cook! haha..happy ! yeah! hehe...plan to finish my homework later! hehe...too bad...the CNY gonna end, and school are reopening! haiz...i had changed my mind during this one week! hahaa...

Hope to enjoy the last few days of CNY! haha..again HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! i wanna get more angpau on the last few days of CNY! haha...yeah!


dunno wat to do?.. at 5:58 AM

haiz..i dunno wat happen to me this few days, feel so weird and no mood! i dunno wat happen to me? i feel so unconfortable!! dunno why? i can cry suddenly! when i listen some love song, then my tear fill my eye! when watching tv, tears fill my eye again! haiz...started to miss someone!
I was so tired this few days...homework like mountain! omg! cant finish! i need to finish it before CNY! haha..then i can play crazily! haha! fuyoo! i'm trying to let go! maybe let go is the best way for me...hehe..i dun wan to think bout other thing anymore! just like what u say, just friend! that's all! everything is over!
haha..february, i'm going to another tuition centre for my add math, bio and chem. hehe...penn said that is good! and the penn say..the tutor very leng zai..omg! dunno she went there to see leng zai or tuition de? hehe..(penn...dun angry ya..coz u always say the tutor lengzai)
hehe...i wanna start my revision already! if not, i got no time liao! gambateh! although is hard, but..i try my best de!hehe..
tired!
Happy Chinese New year! GONG XI FA CAI


feel so useless! at 11:04 PM

Yesterday was my first time went to training for lontar peluru. and yesterday i have club meeting also..i choose to go training. I leave my club just like that, omg! how can i do that? didnt do anything and just go away, all the member making noise in the class. omg! i feel like i'm so useless in this club! i didnt do anything for it! haiz...when i went to training, i hv a feel suddenly. i feel myself is not only useless, i'm worst! omg! i cant throw far..it's near! and the other ppl throw til very far...what can i do? haiz...sad...useless girl! stupid! i'm so fan with something right now..omg! it could ruin my life! thinking bout this and that...going crazy! form 5 life is bad! now i'm still confusing with my schedule, hopefully after CNY, everything will be alright!


just like normal... at 5:17 AM

Just go to school like normal...haiz...tired! and i think the whole class will start to hate one person1! Our chemistry teacher! because she say the whole class never pass up the chemistry peka! but we did! we pass up all! and now she say we never pass up! and keep on scolding us! say wat ' 5 zamrud ni teruk betul! malas betul! asyik main je! teruk betul!' ...wat the hell she is talking about?! all of us pass up! i doubt she loss our peka! blame on us? wat la? the next class, i think the whole class will argue with the teacher! and she will be in trouble! i guess so! haha...
whole class hate her!


chemistry make me mad! at 12:15 AM

Haiz..the second week of school, not so difficult like the first week, can slowly biasakan adi..haha.. teachers start to teach adi, and recently all subjects still ok, but..for chemistry...omg! i reallt not understand what teacher talking about! omg! it's freaking me out! i really have to put more effort on it! need a good chemistry teacher! anyone can help? please! haha..
homework are still many like last week, never change and become even more!
i need to rearrange my schedule! coz...now..is so messy! omg! what to do with it? i confusing..no time for chemistry tuition...haiz..my time are all full! the most free is on tuesday...but..tuition centre's time table on tuesday dont hv chem class!!! what la! aiyo...my time is tight! kind a busy! haha..but..i'll take it as a challenge! haha..
today, is the first time going to PJ with pn. T . omg! kind a tired! she's so ....! dunno how to say! play those game until i cant even breath...until half way..i was complaining that i dun wan to run anymore! omg! kind a tired! haha...wanna take a rest now!


first week of school.. at 6:14 AM

hehe..the first week of school in 2009 and the first week i be in form 5! haha..wow! form 5 is so tired and stressful! omg! i'm gonna die very soon! i start to complain with my mom because of the homeworks! can only complain to my mom! wat to do? haiz..
cant do anything with it! this year SPM, have to study harder than last year! omg! and i realize that, everybody change! really change a lot! some of them became so hardworking suddenly! hehe...is a good new for 5 zamrud! haha...this few days, have so many homeworks! i cant even rest properly! omg! and all the teacher came into our class, everyone of them when open their mouth sure will mention 3 words! thats SPM! i'm phobia with this 3 words recently! haiz..tired! and i have panda eye adi! when i look at the mirror, i can see china panda bear! haha..! really tired!
Now when teacher is teaching, all of us was so concentrate and focus! omg! its really different with last year! haha..last year, when teacher teaching, all of us was playing around! but..this year really different! i think all of us was already insaf! haha..
dont dare to play a fool this year!
haiz...5 zamrud are having the same problem, you know what?..we still haven got a history teacher! last year also the same, then until the mid year, have a new teacher...but..useless! omg! haha...no one will listen to her! luckily, this year she's not in my school adi! haha..still waiting for a history teacher...hope will have soon..
to all my friends ..the first week of school...everyone was tired for sure! rest more and keep it up! fight for our SPM!


i know the truth! at 11:38 PM

finally..i know the truth! actually...u no need to tell me also i know, but...since...u told me that, i just accept! i wont feel sad also because i already know that earlier! hehe...we're still friend! hehe..is ok! then now...i can just concentrate on ONE thing! my study! haha..i was happy that u be honour to me! i appreciate it! and i apologize for telling you! sorry about that! hehe..i wont care, and i wont feel sad! hehe...i still have a friend! nice friend! happy to know you! hehe..
well...i no need to worry about the thing that i keep in my heart! i have done my part! maybe..that's a wrong for me! i shouldnt do that! I'M OK! haha...i'm tough! haha...
I know what i'm doing right now! and....everything's over! Start my new life! new year, new thing! and i swear, i wont do that anymore before my SPM end! That's all! I wanna make my dream to be real! just like what i wanted in my heart! i wanna success! That's my aim this year! i will try very hard! i wont repeat the same thing like last year again! goodbye to lazyness! haha...hello to hardworking, welcome to my life! haha...


school reopen~ at 11:21 PM

hehe..the second day of school..haha..quite tired actually! yesterday was the first day i in form 5..wow! is quite excited! hehe..but..the first day of school, teacher give homework! Pn. Y is still our BM teacher. She give us one essay with the title of ' Janjiku pada ayah'. Actually, this essay we should it up last year, but...no one else do it! haha..until this year, teacher still remember we owe her one essay, she ask us to do it and pass it up on thursday...no choice! just do it! hehe..
just now..when i at school, i accompany sue jane to find teacher during chemistry period. When we walk into the staff room, i saw a girl sitting on a teacher place, and she look so familiar. I tell sue jane that she look so familiar, and i try to say her name, and she look at me, she's Naticia. My friend. I know her when i was small, i remember at that time, i was only about 6 years old. Hehe..so happy to see her again..haha..
today, have homework to do also! even more than yesterday! haha..and i think..in future.we will have even more work to do! blek...haha..nvm..gambateh!
actually...this morning, my mood was still good! but just now...not at all!!


Lyrics~chinese song... at 12:07 PM

说好的幸福呢？ - 周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着. 在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽. 甜蜜散落了.
情绪莫名的拉扯. 我还爱你呢.
但你断断续续唱着歌. 假装没事了.
时间过了 走了. 爱情面临选择.
你冷了 倦了 我哭了.
一开始的不快乐. 你用卡片试写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呢
我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦远了
开心与不开心. 一一细数着. 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻. 我都还记得
你不等了. 说好的. 幸福呢
我错了. 泪干了. 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

( sorry for my friend who dunno chinese, but..this's really a nice song!)