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Natalie
Capricorn. Loud, and crazy. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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computer class... at 11:35 PM

foo~first time blog at here. Good experience. Now my computer are going on, but teacher is now letting us to go internet. Actually, i should be doing my work, because Grace have do for me last week, sio i dont need to do it already. happy!
Well..quite boring. Nothing to do, sitting there like mad. I think i should ask Lea to teach me to do the work right now.
Thursday, my cousin is having a birthday party, hopefully, it will be full of fun.
I bought a new story book. I wanted to buy long time ago, but now only i bought. happy! TWILIGHT. i love it. Feel like wanna be Bella!! haha...i like Edward Cullen ! he is cool. I love it.


bored at 9:21 AM

Dont know why, one of a sudden, i feel like wanna blog something here, but i cant think what to write. Umm..i think, let's we have some pictures. Hope you all will like it.



he is cool..

the legs..


the quote..

is that nice? i like this kind of picture. Emo !


i shouldnt do that at 8:27 AM

i shouldnt do that, i shouldnt press the button and send the msg.
I'm so regreted for doing that, i know you feel irritating. ok, fine. i wont do that anymore. Maybe, is myself think too much, dunno why i have a feel liek that, you feel irritate to me. I know, it might be true!
Dont think what will happen in future, as long as i'm happy right now. That's more than enough.

Labels: dont make me promises babe you never did now how to keep them well

Natalie's incident at 7:23 AM

what a bad day? I'm really having tough life. seriously. this day, i'm so unlucky. Dunno how to describe. speechless. Why it happen to me? so sad!! three incident happen in one day. sad..

Incident one:
Went to school early in the morning. When i just about to walk inside the school, a car stop beside me.
driver:" you know how to go...anot?"
me:" huh? dunno."
and i quickly run into the school. I was like, why ask me? i'm just a student, how i know?

Incident two :
Start taekwondo class, like usual, we warm up. Sir, wan us to run 5 rounds!!! omg! normally we only run 3 rounds. After running, i was about to faint! fine, i tahan. Another warm up, i really cant tahan anymore, just squat down on the floor, and sir say.
sir:' natalie, what happen to you? are u ok anot?
me:' huh? not ok..
sir:' why not ok? take out your spec..
and i took out, he look at my eye
sir:' breath in more, because you dun have enough oxygen make the blood cant pump up to the brain.
me:' oh..

Incident three (the most sad part):
After class, i went to chatroom to meet sukyie and cheyan and have my lunch over there. and later on penn joined us. When we're about to pay, i realize my purse was'nt in my bag, omg! i lost my purse. quickly call my mom.
mom:" hello"
me:' mee..i lost my purse.."
mom:' how come? you got find properly anot? in your bag? or you didnt bring it out?"
me:' no..i brought it, i still saw it when i at the lrt station this morning. and i found my bag, dun have. my bag is empty right now, nothing inside.
mom:' ok la..nvm..your dad say later when you come back, we will bring you to police station to make a report.
me:' ok le.."
mom:' u have money right now? go borrow from your friend first then monday return back to them."
me:' ok..bye."

izit bad? i lost everything! my IC..my money..and my memorable things...

Labels: there are things that you cannot buy with money

Promise at 7:47 AM

I really cant believe that you really did what you've promised. Actually, when it's time, i was waiting for it and i didnt plan to find you. When i recieve it, i felt so happy. I really never expect that you really remember your promise. But, you really did it.
Right now, i have a feel like i'm forcing you to do so. No, No. I dont want you to feel in that way too, i only dunno why i have this feeling. I never wanted to make you feel irritating for doing something unnecessary, and i dont want to make you feel hate on me. I never mean that, you can just ignore me, you dont need to promise me anything. I understand your situation.
I really happy that you care about me, care about my feelings. I Thanks for it. i really sorry if make you feel irritating. I never wanted to do that. You can dun care about me, or ignore me. I never blame on you.
babe, i'm sorry. Love you in the wrong way.
maybe, that's the only things i can say.
If loving you, making you to feel unhappy, i would rather to let go.

Labels: Thanks for the promise

shocking ! at 7:02 AM

Dunno what to blog about..quite busy with homework because i didnt go to school one day, but..i finished all. So happy, and now relaxing.
Today went back home at 3 something, and took my bath. And went up to my room and start to do my homework, i went down to take my Physics note. I look at the clock, it's already 6 o clock, and sis are watching the Chin's drama ( i dunno what the drama's name), so i just sit on the chair and watch it. Suddenly, i heard some sound like ' zi zer', and 'pop'! all the light off, tv off, everything off. I was like :' omg! my Chin is gone.' Mom thought that all neighbour are the same, thought that all also no current. When dad came back, he realize that, other ppl house got current, only our house dun have, it must be some problem with the cabel outside the house, so he call up ppl to fixed it, luckily, it fixed. If not, i think tonight i have to sleep without air-cond.
Haiz...really dunno what to blog about...bored! School intervensi start next week, study! The mid year exam will be on 11 of may. What can i do is....study!!!

Labels: the only thing that i can do to success

sick ! at 10:14 PM

First of all, i'm sick! Absence for school. Honously, i woke up at 5: 25 am, i thought that i can affort it, but when i lie on my sofa, mo say: ' girl, dont go to school if it's really pain, is doesnt matter for absence one day .' After that, i went back to bed and sister ask me, ' you didnt go school today?' I answer, ' yes.' and i start to sms sukyie and penn to inform them that i absence. Seriously, i really cant affort anymore. I already try my best to detained it. I dont like to see doctor. I think i cant affort it, and my mom was saying that i'm stubborn. Well, i went to see doctor, and the doctor give me medicine. What can i do now is, eat those medicine in time. Finish the antobiotic, and rest more.
Took my medicine, later in the afternoon still have tuition, i dont want to sleep coz i scare later when i woke up for tuition, i will be more tired. Nothing to do at home, plan to finish my homework and do revision. But i think i cant do it, because now my computer is on. Once it's on, it cant be off so soon. Plan to watch drama online, but i cant get it, because dunno why the site dun have that drama, maybe ppl already delete it.
Waiting for my lunch, mom went out to buy lunch. Nellie didnt go to school for quite a long time, because she just admitted to the hospital, i think seh will go to school soon. It's doesnt matter, if she absence for school, because kindergarden got nothing to do. Let her rest at home and she was saying that her stomach still pain, nvm..take a rest is good for her.
Trying to download song, and i did it. yeah! Suddenly, i fall in love to David Archuleta. He's great. I love his song. Felt so relax when listening to his song, and i was so surprised when i'm been told that he's only 18. Omg! He's so talented and so call ' cute'. So sad because that day he came to Malaysia i cant get to see him.
Thinking of what they do in school, miss all my buddy. There must be a lot of homework for me. I missed one of the computer class. What they learn? just ask them tomorrow.

Labels: you and me both fall sick

happy ever after at 7:59 AM

I was so happy right now. Such a long time i never chat with him, and i'm so happy because he had came back from the NS camp, but tomorrow he's going back again. We chat. during the afternoon, we chat through the phone and at night we chat through msn. I was so happy. I really cant expect that you will do this kind of things to me. i really having a big surprise. I really happy when we both are chatting. There's some happiness that i cant say it out. hahaa....
I'm happy that you care about me, but i dont want you to say sorry, because u didnt do anything wrong. I will feel sorry if you do so. You ask me that who is the person that i miss, i told you honously.
I miss you.
You must take care yourself! In the camp, sure having a very tough life de, but i know that you're enjoying it. As long as you happy, just go ahead! support you always.
I will listen what you say, i wont stress up myself de, i will take care of myself. I promise.

Labels: piece of my heart are missing you

happy day!!! at 7:32 AM

Today, i went to school for taekwondo class, just like usual. Wake up early i the morning, but today is my dad wake me up, because my mom at hospital to accompany my younger sister. She had been send into the hospital on thursday night. My mom stay there with her until today only come back home, and thank god for blessing my sister.
Reached school, start the class as usual.just like normal...but today all of us kena scold a lot. omg..feel so sorry about that. Sir want us to do the 'taegeo 1' pattern, but no one can do. he got angry den all of us get scolded. sry...after that we practic on our own. hehee...suddenly..a red shirt guy standing at the side and i look, it's my ex master!! hahaa..he came and visit us. i was so happy! yeah! Such a long time never see him. hehe..we talk and chat. very happy.
After the taekwondo class, we invited sir to go makan with us, and of course he joined. haha..we went to local recipe kopitiam to have our lunch. Order our food and drinks, and we start to chit-chat again. When we gonna finish our meal, sir's phone suddenly rang. It's my another sir I calling. haha..we cheat him through the phone. haha...i really having fun with them. hehe...and i treat my sir drinks.
Miss that time he's teaching us. Hope he can come back and teach.

Labels: you are the best

IU day-International Understanding Day at 7:31 AM

The IU Day, organised by PESS's interact club on 4 of April 2009.
Was a great day for me! yuhoo! haha...there's so many performance, and it's fun! Love it! yea! I love the band performance! wow! it was like a concert ! The singer PENN, wow! cant believe that she can sing so well. haha...i really like it! Everyone was so high at that moment! hey..dude, u make me crazy ! haha..
Lea, the director of the interact club! haha..you're the best director! hahaa..it's really nice! yea! hahaa..and i was enjoying it! nice!
take many photos over there, i think maybe i will upload it soon..or maybe not. sorry ya..hehe..
I have to say sorry to my friends, coz i ffk. sry..haha
i'm the one who saying that after the IU event then wanna hang out to play ..but at last, i'm the one who ffk...so sorry bout that! paiseh! dui bu qi!

Labels: you tried your best

so many things to blog!! at 6:53 AM

well..first post gonna wish Penn a happy birthday. Although it's late, but i do wished her in school. haha..and i can just say that she's rock! penn! again happy birthday !


The birthday girl ！

Labels: but still wanna wish.., it's late