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Natalie
Capricorn. Loud, and crazy. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
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stand up and stop crying at 9:15 AM

Labels: people who worth, wont let you cry

simple.simply.easy at 7:56 AM

Simple . Simply . Easy
We should apply this three words in our daily life. It could make our life better.
Sometimes, there are some complicate in our life, but if you take it Simple, Simply and Easy, the complicate wouldn't be complicate anymore.
Live strong ! Stay tough !
Happy after that !

Labels: simple.simply.easy

me, work at 6:54 AM

The first job in my life, as a receptionist in MSIG. It's an Insurans company. Well, just way too nice. No hard work, just greeting and smiling and sometime intercoming. Easy, and am enjoying much ! Peoples there are nice, teach me lot of things and i learnt a lot. ^^ but i'll be there only for two months, after that i'll be rotting at home again.

I'm so into Edward Cullen! duh...'Cause everyday when i'm in work, i'll be flipping on my Breaking Dawn, and i almost scream out lout when i read til somewhere extreme!! Especially Edward and Bella. Urgh! I wanna boyfriend like Edward ! Just love him so muccchh!!

Wonder why i can still flip through my book when i'm in work? That's an order from my boss. lol..since i have nothing to do, so she and he encouraged me to bring books to read, and so i did.

I wanna go into the Vampire world ! I want Edward Cullen !!! ouch!

Do you know that Vampire have 25 pairs of chromosomes? That's what Carlisle told Jacob. And Jacob have 24. Werewolf.
Just sound so crazy in it, did i ?
That's the only thing that i do to burn off my time in the office.
I love my job !

Labels: MSIG temporary receptionist

the gathering at 5:53 AM

This will be all about our gathering on 12.02.2010. Our small gathering with some of the primary school classmate, the 6U-ians.

Well, although not all can attend to this gathering, but..we still had fun ! ya, like the crazy's ! Met with Jim Lau, Kah Chun, Yip Quan, Kum Hoh, Hui Yee, Chu Xing, Jian Hao and the one i loved most and i always met, Sukyie !

Wanted to upload those photo that we took that day, but this stupid blogger don't let me to do it. Urgh! hate it when i cant't do the things that i wanted. Grrr...

Without photo, this post seem so useless..can't see the fun at all.

Labels: outing

what about now at 5:28 AM

Okay, i know i've abandoned my blog for quite a long time. Let's do some catch up ! Phew~

Labels: gong xi fa cai

changes at 9:06 AM

I want changes ! I need to change, Natalie want to change !
This time is my mindset.
I don't wanna live like this anymore, i obsessed with something which i knew that it won't happen. I seriously hate this kind of life. It's so lifeless, so not my type. Know la, Capricorns are melancholy or heavyhearted, but..not that always. Can i just live for myself ? Happy for myself?
I should just forget about everything, everything that i obsessed at ! It pissed me off!

Can i have a new life ?
Few more days to Chinese New Year, new year, new life ! Should start something new.
Okay, few more days to Chinese New Year, where my new life begin.

Changes are needed in life, so that we're always moving forward and improving ourself to be better.

Call me, Miss Happy ! I wanna smile everyday, happy everyday in my new life. No sad, no tears.
All happily and crazily ! yeah..that's what i want. No more emo emo, all amo amo !

Happy Natalie, smile =)
Be confident to myself. No worry, be happy.
Stressfree !

Live without worry, and always be happy.
Turn every uneasy thing to easy. Turn impossible to possible.

Natalie's happy after all...=) smile with your heart !

Labels: no worry be happy

only love can say at 4:56 AM

Few more days to Valentine's day and also Chinese New Year. ^^

Valentine's day, at first, i really thought that this year my Valentine's day will be different than the previous year, i was looking forward to it, but who knows, things suddenly changed, and it make everything to be different. Like back to the start when i was alone, and now i'm still alone. Alone for this Valentine's day. I really thought that we can celebrate our first Valentine's day together. I used to imagine how will our Valentine's day be and what we do on this day.

But now, everything became ashes.

We're like friend now, you find me to chat, introduce game to me, make funs. There's like no awkwardness between us. Good thing! I can't bare with those awkwardness, luckily, there's non of it.

I know, i still love you. Maybe...slowly i will get used to it, because sometimes, i really still not accustom to it, without you. Slowly...it take times...
I still keep my mind, i will wait.

You're telling me you're so confused, You can't make up your mind.
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But I believe for you and me The sun will shine one day
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So I just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
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I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain
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I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
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That's something only love can do
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Above are the lyric of Only love. I really love it..so, i post it out.

"Will you come back to me ?"

Natalie have to be alone this Valentine's day, but nevermind, because on that day, is the first day of Chinese New Year !

Labels: lonely valentine's day

happiness lies in contentment at 9:09 AM

It's 0111, and i'm still awake. Didn't sleep well this few days, and i'm so emo these days..what happen to me ? Where's the Natalie that always smile ? Gone?
I don't know what happen to me that make me emo, but now, it's the time for me to wake up, stay away from emo. I'm not emo at last ! =p wake up weh !
I guess, i'm obsessed with something. But now..no more !

We must to be content with what we has had.
Seriously, we must to be content with what we has had. We must love the people around us.
You will never know what's going to happen the next, appreciate them and love them. You will
regret once you've lost them. The appreciation in us is very important. We shall love and appreciate what He gave us in life.

Sometimes, i'm not content with my life. Because i think that my life is bad, i don't have good luck. But, when i look at myself in the other way round, i compare myself with other people, i found out that, i'm the lucky one. I'm lucky because He give me a happy family, a sweet family, a family who love me more then themself. I'm lucky because i'm beloved, and i'm lucky because i have what i want. My life isn't miserable like what i think, it's not miserable at all and yet, i'm blessed !

Sometimes, we, people tend to compare ourself with the people who are rich, people who wear branded, people who drive nice car. And then we will want to be like them, we want to wear branded, we want to drive nice car, but at the end you can't get any. And so, you will start to blame yourself, your family, and God, for not giving you what the rich people have. You will start to think that you're unlucky.
But, have you ever compare yourself with the people who are more unlucky than you ? Never!

Try to think the other way round, it will make your life better, and you will love yourself more than before. Be content with what you has had.
No one is perfect in life, but if we think that we are perfect, then you are perfect !

知足常乐！Happiness lies in contentment!

Labels: waking up

random at 8:49 AM

It's 0051 now, and i'm still here blogging. ngek..ngek..insonmia again. Can't sleep well..
My life was good so far, sleeping late and waking up sometimes late and sometimes early..still good. Doing the same thing everyday and gaining weight..

Chinese New Year is around the corner, have you bought all your new cloths or prepared everything for this day ? I just cant wait for it, my 2010 Chinese New Year will be fun ! xD Will make it fun !
I can't wait to go visit my friends, uncles, aunties...Ang paos ! xD

I feel so bored, anyone help me please? My eye still can't close yet, what to do ?

Hanging out with Sukyie and Jing later, excited ! I don't care, i wanna take lots and lots of photo with you two ! No excuse ! =p long time didnt see them, missing them so much. And i start to miss my secondary school life. Feel like studying now. xD..crazy !

Well, planning to have a gathering during CNY, for the primary school friends. Hopefully this time get to see all of them. Miss them much ! Especially the few of them which is close with me ! xD..

Random update. Boring day and night.
Sleep with the music on ! ^^ ciao~!

Labels: randomly

i'm fine at 6:12 AM

That's something that i've predicted happened. I don't feel surprise at all after that incident happened to me. Take it easy, maybe that's what God want me to go through in my life. Learnt to give and take, forgive and forget. I'm happy that we still can chat like normal friend, that's what i want, and thank God for blessing.

We must understand that there's many thing that we need to go through in life, we have to be optimist in everything. Learn to work things out in peace. We growth and we experience. That's life. Accept what's coming to you. Make your life happy and easy.

Changes ! xoxo
Seriously, i'm changing and growing ! xD
Changed a lot after my SPM and 2009. Keep changing and changing. I can see the result of my hardwork ! *-* maybe i really growth..

I need outing ! I wanna meet my friends. I miss Sook, i miss jing, i miss penn, i miss lea and lot more i miss.
I don't care, i will surely take lot of photo with you guys the next time i see you guys. No excuses. ^^ ngek ngek..

blah..i've been crapping so much, but myself don't understand what am i talking about. >.<

ciaoz ! it's a boring night to me. @@

Labels: fine

finally you said it out at 9:01 AM

1 of February 2010, i will remember this day, because it will be a memorable day to me.
Finally, you told me your truth feeling. Thank you.

Being with you for the 7 months and 9 days, is really a very nice dream to me. From the day you asked me to be your girlfriend, i already knew that, my sweet dream won't last long. I will still wake up someday. But, i'm happy that i have a very sweet and nice dream for 7 months and 9 days.
Thank you for loving me in this 7 months and 9 days, i appreciate it a lot.

It's all my fault, i'm sorry for everything. I'm silly, i'm not good enough and i'm not understanding enough to you. I should have be better, but i fail to do that, and so i fail to deserve you love.
Actually, i already sensed that our love is fading few months ago, but i still hold on it and told myself that it's just a hallucination, that's not true. But, finally i know, what i sensed is right. It's not hallucination, that's reality.

You apology and saying that is your fault and you're not good enough. NO! That's not. It's not your fault and you're very good. It's mine and i'm not good enough. I'm the one who have to apology.

You said that you tried to change your mindset to love me, thank you. Thank you for forcing yourself to love me. I know it's hard to love someone that you don't really love.

You said you do love me before, i'm happy to know it. Thank you!

I really happy that you tell me the truth, although at first i was like, what the hell, you dumped me?, but after a few minutes, i realized that i don't feel sad but i have a little bit of happy. Because you're going to have a better one or maybe your soul mate. Because i know you're going to be happy afterwards.

I know myself, i'm not good. I having lots of problem which will never cure, if our relationship continue, it will be so unfair to you.
Now, you leave me, maybe it's something good to you.

I won't blame you, because i already know that it won't last long.

Maybe letting go is another kind of love. So, i don't argue to pull back, i let it go. Not that i give up, is just that, what i want is him to be happy, and we will still be happy, and i don't want we end up with war. Let it peace. Happy ending !

And now, i can tell the whole world that my ex-boyfriend is Daniel Wong Zi Xiang. Proud of it ! =p he's my first love.
i'm sorry if you doesn't want to let anyone know that i'm your ex-girlfriend. I just feel like telling.

We broke up in peace. ^^
23-6-2009 ------1-2-2010
in the memory of me

I still love you.
I believe that if it's mine, it will come back to me someday.
Know that you're sailing soon, Good Luck and All The Best. Take care ^^God bless you.

Thank you for everything.
love you

Labels: i will wait