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Love? Cheat? Hurt? at 2:15 AM

what is love actually? I think it's something that everyone want it or need it. Some people will say love is something that must be forever? Do we really need love in our life? I have a very big question mark in my heart!
I think now a days, many teenagers fall in love, many of them put their study a side because of love or maybe not. Some will do something good just because of love, their study become mush more better? Do love give power?
Well, people can do anything for love! It's just depent on whether it's good or bad. Some maybe changing their attitude from good to bad! and some even can commit suicide because of love?! Why? nobody know...
Have you ever heard this..' i cant live without you!'..I think many ppl heard b4. Why they say so? really cant live without him or her? the...how about the life before you meet him or her? you are not alive? i dont think so. Well, normally girl like to listen to those romantic words, and of course, boy did it!! Mouth is quite usefull in love actually.

Love is cheat?

Couples that had break up, normall they will say they had been cheated! Girl will say the guy cheated her, and the boy will say the girl cheated him. Blaming each other.
Some people may take love as a game, keep on moving to a higher level. If cant reach, then they just let the game over. Or, if they reach, they will lose something in their life! That's what normally happen.
Love is not a game and it cant be a cheat! Teenages now like to cheat in love, they date with a boy or girl, but they dont really love him or her, and they assume it as 'play'. Well, maybe we can say they are not grow up yet, still a kid! Thinking not mature enough! Forgive them!
Do love hurt? yes, i think so.
Love is hurt. people can be hurt seriously just because of love. why hurt? nobody knows...When cuople break up, they feel hurt! LOve really can hurt each other! serious! the heart will be hurt badly!
People say after the couple break up, each of them will change the love to hate. Is that true? Will the love become hate? Will they start to hate each otherafter they break up? talking abd on each other?
Break up will make someone woke up! They will realize something after the end of the relationship.
Can they be friend after break up?
Well, somebody can and somebody may not! People who can, maybe their relationship end up with peace! People who cant, maybe they end up their relationship with arguement or war?
Can u promise in love? i dunno..
I have no experience in love yet, but what i wrote is according to my observation. I realize many things from my friends who had experienced. They fall in love, they happy, they argue and they break up. I get idea from them to write it out. That's what i feel.
People happy because of love and they also sad because of love!
Complicated right?
What is love? i have no idea. I think it's something that god gave us. Appreciate it!

God do love us.


Unlucky day at 2:01 AM

Well...as i know, i think today is a unlucky day for me! sobs...u know why? haiz...today when we having the PP lesson, i was doing my revision, suddenly..teacher walk to my place and take my book away and want me to read story book. Zzzzz...is ok! just take la..i dont care about that book, and i never expect teacher will give me back that book. Fine! but..after a while, when time almost end, teacher ask me to take the book back. haha...so i just take it le..
After school, we are planning to have our lunch outside the school, so..we just went to vinz to hv our lunch. But, when we finish our lunch, heavy rain! We were rushing back to school because we have dance after that. Since we have no more time, we decide to run back to school. Unfrotunately, all of us wet! omg! the first time i wet until so geng! haha...then..we just quickly run up to the hall for the dance practise! haiz...
Actually after the practise, i planning to go tuition with PuiJing they all..but when i go and take my books and bag, i realize, i lost one book. haiz....and i cant find the book. and it time already...so i just stay in school to find the book and PuiJing and fren go to tuition. haiz....but i still cant find the book!!!! it's my Bm book!!! haiz...too bad.
I think that's really bad enough for me...i dun wan any more...haiz...


The Best Day at 5:54 AM

Wow! What a great day! it's a day that i never had! haha..

Well..today as usual go to school for taekwondo class, and the class have been started half an hour earlier...hehe..At the beginning of the class, i did feel tired during the warming up session. But, after that, i felt so energetic! haha...dunno why! today's lesson was great and fun! i like it very much!
Like the previous lesson, everytime i will feel tired like hell! but..today is totally different! haha...what we did today is 360 turning kicks and punch. It's really wonderful! haha...
Master bring the vest ( is a thing that can protect our body from injure), and we take rounds. Everyone get to wear it, and the opposite people will kick and punch on the people who wearing the vest. We first trained in many type of kickings, like turning kicks. It's amazing! wow...although is pain but..it's fun!
During the class, i feel like i'm very relax! and my mind switch off! I never think off any other things beside taekwondo! i just focus on what master taught..i'm so relax! The feel is like your soul is full of spirit! i like this feel..
Actually, i think today i'm very different from the other day! Today i'm quite confident to myself and i'm very serious during the taekwondo lesson! Dunno why, dunno what make me to become like this...but..i like to be like this! really! the feeling was nice!
what can i say..today will be the most happy taekwondo lesson that i ever had!

Master advice us to buy the hand and leg protector and also a mouth guard. I think i will buy it, because sometime we still need to protect our body during the lesson. My dad wont let me to do sparing, i will accpet it! Is ok for me, so i just aim for the pattern la! Easy! haha...but..i still need the protector as well. Know why? coz just now during the class, i partner with Becky, and of course i'm wearing the vest, but..i still kena! haha...injured my mouth but not serious! haha..not the leg directly to my mouth, but the vest! haha...suddenly knock me. so...i think i will buy it !
and finally..i get my yellow belt. I had purchase it for such a long time, and today..sir give it to me! hahaha..yes! and sir told us that our next exam will be on 22 march.

After the taekwondo lesson, i went to tuition. And just like what i had mention just now, the feeling still with me! haha..so..i'm like one kind, sitting there with full of confident. All the things that teacher teach i also can get it! And i can do the exercise!!! so happy! feel like myself an expert like that! hahaha..will be the best day! haha..

The best day that i ever had! i think now i've a bit gila. haha..the gila-ness better stay with me! haha..so that i can ne happy everyday! but..not too gila la..


lyrics.. at 10:28 PM

How long has it been since i held you near?
How long will it be till i have you right here?
You say that it hurts i cant disagree.
But how can i hold on to someone who's leaving me.

Last night i watched you sleep as you lay there.
I dropped down to my knees and said a prayer.
I leaned over softly to kiss your beautiful face.
But i could not cross the ocean of your grace.


sick at 10:02 PM

today i didnt go to school, because i fall a sick! haiz...too bad, but i get to rest at home! haha...happy also! well...actually i should continue the post with the title of saw him that day..but..i think i wont continue the post already. coz ..i dun hv the feel to write it anymore! haha..i've wrote it in my personal diary. hehe..as a memory la..haha..

i've read our class's blog! it's amazing and pretty cool!!! but...i'm not agree with something that posted by out cute class monitor! hey...wat's mean by Dxx dreamer? haha...pei ern..good work!! haha...no Dxx dreamer ok? is WUCHUN dreamer!! haha....kinda funny! haha..just as wat she wrote in that post, beside she say me as Dxx dreamer...the other i also agree! haha...

She good, coz first time blogging also can make it so long and interesting! good! haha...

Quite busy this few days, busy with homework and other things. And i plan to start my revision now, izit too late?..i think so! hehe...i will start it!

I realize, my form 5 life is very bad! kinda a miserable! haiz...but..no choice..last year!

I think, everyone have to go through this ...hehe..


saw him that day... at 1:35 AM

will be update soon...no time right now...maybe later...with the title of saw him that day..haha..
i'm mad...maybe..


the 7th of CNY at 8:45 PM

hehe...went to few friends house to visit them and get angpau, hehe..went to 4 houses including my house. haha...first station was Yuhwen's house. hehe...at fisrt, my dad fetch me to the 'sang kei restaurant' to meet Puijing, but when i reach there, no one was there, so my dad fetch me to the pandan jaya lrt station to meet Sukyie,Jiamin and Melina. hehe...actually they are there to wait for Yuhwen's mom to fetch them, but..when my dad saw the 3 of them, he ask me, want him to fetch us to 'sang kei' again?..hehe...so..i went to ask them whether all reach?..but..the answer is..no! Lea not come yet! she's late! haha...so i call Lea, and tell her we go first and later Yuhwen's mom will fetch her. hehe...so...my dad fetch us to the restaurant to meet Yuhwen. hehe...we went to Yuhwen house first..
When we walk into the house, we straight away sit on the sofa, and suddenly, Yuhwen told me, she bought something in THailand, and when i saw it, i will shout ! haha..i was wondering what is that. She took it out from the fridge, and i take it! wow! its GOLF&MIKE! haha...is their drinks! huu! good! haha..and Yuhwen say thats for me. hehe...THANK YOU ya..yuhwen. hehe...
After a while, Puijing and Lea reach..haha...after they came, the gamble game start! hahaa..play poker at yuhwen house. hahaa...i not sure that i win or lose, coz i didnt count it! haha..play for a while, and we are saying to go to my house! so we just leave yuhwen house. We take taxi to my house, bcoz cant take bus, on that day, was no bus. dunno why..we wait at the bus stop for so long..at last we decided to take taxi. haha...
Reached my house. hehe..since they are my visitor, and i'm a host, i have to serve them with the best service. So i take out all the drinks and foods to serve them. haha...i act as a host, but i'm like not the main character in the house! hahaa...coz the only focus on one person! thats my 5 years old sister which really look like me and everything are same like me! hahaa...she is cute, bcoz i'm cute too! hahaa...good! haha..they cant gamble at my huose coz my dad not really like me to gamble, so they just keep on campwhore with my sister. haha...sorry, if the service is not good! haha...
After that, we went to Jiamin house. hehe...we walk for quite long distance to her house! coz her house was far!! omg! walk until my leg so painful! haha..but..nvm..we have fun there. hehe...didnt play anything there, coz at that time everyone was tired! Zzz..haha...so.we just have a sit and drinks there. hehe...
Before we move to Puijing house, we have some food at the shop that near by Jiamin house. After that, we went to Puijing house. Too bad! Its rain, so we take taxi to her house. hehe...
When we reach, we have a sit and drinks for a while..hehe...after that, we start to gamble again. haha..play poker and mahjong. haha...its fun! haha...
hope next year we can have the again. haha...its fun! hey..friends..next year come to my house again ya! welcome ! haha...