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tag at 12:30 AM

Pass this tag to 10 people.
1. Aaron liew
2. grace
3. penny
4. puijing
5. jane
6. wai peng
7. kah bing
8. wan jia
9. dymphna
10. abby

1. Would you date number 5?

ya..if she’s free..

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?

omg ! are you ok ?

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?

smile and say hi

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4

I will get shocked..why is she in my room?

5. Number 1 is acting weird

swt !

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut

they dunno each other

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.

thanks. If I’m free…I will go..

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar

I wont go…my dad wont let me out to bar..

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world

no way…I wont let her go..although ahe is from another planet. hehe

10.You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason

I’ll ask her what is happening and ask the cops what’s wrong with us..

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you

I’ll stop her..no way ! you're not my someone

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner

my pleasure

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus

talk and smile

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can’t sleep

I wont answer the phone..coz I’m being a pig..

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.

I’ll stare at her fiercely..

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them

talk to him..and ask him not to cry..there’s still many fish in the sea..

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame

haiz…she will do that..serious ! I’ll run quickly, and call fire fighter.

18. Number 5 comes to your door one day holding a koala

I’ll welcome her..

19. Number 3 just got you an X-Box

what’s that? =.=

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children’s card game

yea..i’ll play..

21. Number 1 thinks he/she’s overweight

haha..no way ! eat more eh…hahah..thin like …=.=’’

22. Number 7 looks lonely

I think she’s sad…coz facing some problems

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone

I’ll sit beside her quietly

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.

really? It’s quite impossible for them to do it together..but..thanks anyway

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say

don’t need to do that..it’s black naturally..

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went

opps ! omg! Who shoot you ?

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying

talk to her and accompany her until she’s ok..

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once! Is it possible?

no.3 always do that to me ! no.1, seldom see him..no.5, sometimes..and no.6, she wont do that to me..

how are you at 9:22 AM

How are you ?..
I struggled for a long time, whether to text you or not. At last, i did.
But i do not get back any answer, maybe you're busy.
I scare to press on the key, to send you the message. Don't know why, just afraid.
My feeling right now is just complicated.
I played some quiz in facebook, and it make me happy ! omg ! although is just a quiz, but..really fun ! saying that ' perfect match', 'he love you'..and all that. omg! hopefully that's true !
Quite bored this few days, nothing to do online, only chatting, and blogging.
Started to study ! yea! but...tired !

School principle is going insane. yea! That's true ! Believe me, someday, someone will stand up and say, ' you ! (pointing to the principle), get out of here'. wow~can you imagine? fantastic !
I think she shouldn't change the rules. Making all student freaked ! omg! start to hate it! Well, just another month for me to stay in this school. Oh yea! My lovely juniors..endure! Gambateh.
Be careful, she will now walk around the school, and check on you. Check on your hair. Clip it just a moment, when she walk off, take the clip off. (teaching junior to ignore the school rule =p)
I wanna leave this school. The strict school that i ever seen. But is good also, so that the student from these school will be a good girl, like me !

don't simply give out warning letter with a lame reason. wasting paper.

Labels: check on me

brand new at 5:47 AM

With my new clothing.
I like it, and i planning to buy some more.

Don't know what to blog about. Something really freak me up.
Thinking whether to find you or not. confuse...


natalie in blue

with the hair behind the ear


missing you~



i like this



blue on top, white at the bottom.


"Not being able to hold you has got to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I get to look forward to the next time you are in my arms; your smile only inches away from mine getting closer and closer until at last... our smiles meet. Something that beautiful... that's what keeps me going."

Labels: baby..miss u night

alone here at 9:32 AM

I'm not sure about this feelings. Sometimes feel sad but sometimes i smile to myself. How can it be? I don't know.

Labels: miss

not in a good mood at 7:58 AM

I'm down.
Have you ever think about your future? What are you going to do after this?
Yes, i do.
But...can i really get what i want?
Hotel management? flight attendant? nursing?
omg! freak me up !
I love hotel management. but...can i ? with this result?
I need a shoulder, and i need a pair of ear.
Anyone?
I wanna cry out loudly and scream out loud !!
My heart filled with tears that can't fall from my eyes.
I don't wanna let people know that i'm sad.
What am i going to do after SPM?
I don't know.

What i'm going to do now is CRY !
after that...study...

Labels: cry loudly

happy birthday to my baby, sukyie ! at 6:03 AM

Labels: happy birthday sukyie

meaningless at 12:20 AM

I just don't know why i post this photo. I just wanna post it out. We took this on last Sunday when we were in the bus and on the way back to Pudu from UM.

Labels: non

For you at 8:06 AM

Can't sleep again, and one of a sudden, i think about so many things about you. I took out my personal diary and take a look with it. Wow~amazing! I don't realize that i wrote so many things about you. I have six books, and there's four books consist of the things that's about you. I really don't realize it. I read, read, and read...i found out so many things.

After one year, the thing that i wanted, really came to me.

On the 13 of June 2008, the first time i saw you. You were sitting at the side of the LRT station's staircase, holding a book, focusing on your work.
The 18 of June 2008, i got to know that day is your birthday. I saw so many people wishing you. The first time we chat through MSN was on the 21 of June 2008. The first time, introducing each other, knowing each other.

For God so love the world that he give to his only son, Jesus that whoever believe in him should not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

The verse that you told me. I remember it until now.

The 2 of July 2008, you know who am i finally, and the 5 of July 2008, the first time we talk to each other face to face at LRT station.

We saw each other 5 times on the 2 of August 2008. We were looking at each other and smiling at each other. I was like, so weird.
On the 17 of August, saw you at the Add Math seminar, and heard someone asking for you.

- Your preparation for SPM-

That was the first time i hang out with you, and the first time i hang out with boys. On the 3 of December 2008. This will be the memorable day in my life.
On the 20 of December 2008, I was shocked by you. I was in Genting and i received your message at night. Unbelievable.

The 23 of December 2008. My birthday. That's the most surprising birthday that i ever had. In the morning, felt disappointed because i thought that you forget my birthday. But..at night, i was so extremely happy. Because i really surprised when i look at your message! You're the last one to wish me, and the special one.
I had the most scary and embarrassing new year eve with you. The first time i said that to you. I was frozen after i saying that. Heart beat increasing...

-HAPPY NEW YEAR-

6 of January 2009, i get the answer from you, and it make me sad.
The 15 of March 2009, SPM result is out ! It make me happy because you get 7 As.
On 19 of March 2009, you went to NS.
-3 months-

The 9 of June 2009, you're back!

23 of June 2009, the first time we met after you coming back from NS. Went to McDonald, and you were teaching me Chemistry.
At night, really can't believe that you will said that to me, i was like 'am i dreaming?' I tried to pinch myself, but it's TRUTH ! The day that i'm with you.
25 of June 2009, hanging out with you the second time.
30 of June 2009, the third time.

You're leaving on 19 of July 2009.

How do you feel after reading this post? Stupid right? Stupid because i remember all these things. Stupid? =p..
I don't know why i recorded down these, maybe i want it to be a part of my life. I want it to be in my mind, want it as a memory.

I think, it's time for me to say Goodbye. Goodbye to you. My lovely you.

I'll be missing you. Non stop loving you.
Take care.
I'll do all my promises.
Good luck and all the best.

The every moment that we shared together, will always in my mind. My memories...

Labels: specially for you

study ! at 6:31 AM

Quite busy this few days, went to a Add Math seminar. It's quite boring and the teacher keep on telling lame jokes..i don't even smile at all. Well...just tried to get it.
It's July ! I'm starting my revision. How about you ? Are you doing the same thing like me? Better get started.
Time is gold.
No matter how bad you are, if you wiling to word hard, you sure can get a good result.
STUDY COME FIRST !
I'm trying my very best now.
SPM ! come on !
Never think about other thing ! Study !

I know what is good for me, and i'm not doing anything. just STUDY !
Improving..improving and improving !

Labels: spm...come on

satisfied day... at 8:46 AM

Went out with Sukyie today, and we bought a lot of things! Felt so happy and satisfied!

Labels: sacrified

In a rush.. at 8:16 AM

I'm rushing ! Went out to have dinner quite late today, and i really no appetide to eat. Dad still order my favourite crab for me. When we finish the food, i urged my dad to go home, but my sister ask my dad not to go home so early. I was so...=.=.. and i scold my sister! I really can't wait to go home, i'm rushing !
Finally, go home. oh no..it's jam ! I sit on the car keep looking outside..oh my god, move ! faster!
Reach home, i run up to my room and turn on the laptop! hoo~finally...

I don't know whether you're still there or not, but i'm rushing all the way just for you.
I miss the chance again.
I don't want you to wait, because i know i will be very late. So, i texted you and ask you to sleep.
night baby...

Labels: rush for you

the fact ! at 7:29 AM

Hey guys, you all have to accept the fact. It's true !

Few days ago, my BM teacher taught us to create sentenses. Teacher gave us homework.
Bina lima ayat dengan menggunakan frasa nama + frasa adjektif.
And the first sentence i created :
1) Yoke Leng sangat comel.

I really like this sentence and this is the fact also.
When teacher give us example that time, teacher sentence was this
Yoke Leng lebih rendah daripada Sue Jane.

No, how can ? We cannot write something which is negative, must be positive.

My friends was saying that i'm PERASAN, hey..i'm not ok ! This is confident ! I'm really cute and pretty ! Don't you think that?

I have a nick name, 'Perasan Queen'. Hey, i'm not la !
Maybe you guys jealous..am i right ? dont jealous la...haha..
you must be happy because i'm your friend, a pretty and cute girl to be your friend, dont you think that is blissful ? YES! Of Course.
I'm pretty and cute !

Labels: funny post

heart beat faster at 8:28 AM

One of the thing that i would like to conclude is, i miss you! I've miss you for the whole day. But, i won't find you because i know that you're busy.
Well, when time passed. At night, reached the time that you always text me. But, just now, i didn't get any message from you. I started to worry. Worried is there anything happen to you? Heart beating so fast...
Thank god, at last, get your response.
The first time we didn't talk much on weekend, you were busy and tired. So i decided to urge you to sleep, take a rest.
"Don't sleep late." That's what you always tell me.
Good night, baby. love you...

You must be tired because you keep running through my mind... You must be a thief because you stole my heart... I must be a poor shooter because i keep missing you...

Labels: worries freaked me up

never angry that you didnt give me your time at 12:22 AM

Don't worry, i never angry that you didn't give me your time. I understand.
You don't keep on saying sorry to me, really don't need. It make me feel bad. Remember, never say sorry to me again.
I always give myself a reason, and i believe that, you have your own reason too. So, just go ahead, do whatever thing that you like to.
I'm happy that you being honour to me. Tell me everything that you do. Thank you.

Here come a quote~
"Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you."


vitamins is needed for me.. at 12:27 AM

This few days, my MSN keep on having problem, dunno why. Make me feel like wanna break the computer ! ish !
Dont know is the connection problem or what, so pissed off ! I can't even chat with my friends.
' Daddy ! I can't get to online !! help ! i wanna complain!!!what happen to my laptop?dee, help me to fix it ! '
I normally ask my dad for help. He always there to help me! Always help me to solve problems. Daddy will be my hero !
I love my daddy ! yuhoo~

Absent for school again, went to check up. There's a good news, i don't need to eat medicine anymore, but still have to cut down on eating sour food, and also ice.

Went to Oldtown to have lunch with mom and auntie, and i've ordered one Mocha Ice Blended, mommy keep on nagging me for ordering an icy drink. =p
mommy being kind to me, i'm allowed to have it ! yeah! haha shh...don't tell daddy..
I think it maybe something good for me to cut down those things.
I'm quite ignorant, never listen to doctor..=p..hehe..i won't listen to doctor, what doctor advised not to do, i'm still continue doing.. naughty right?

I love my dad and mom !
I'm not taking good care of my health..=p...

Labels: not listening to doctor

it's last.. at 7:58 AM

I should know earlier that, it will be the last time we met.

Labels: Ti Amo