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Natalie
Capricorn. Loud, and crazy. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
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what to do at 5:45 AM

What to do ? What to do ? I'm so bored at home and there's nothing for me to do. Luckily, my Eclipse still with me, but it's gonna finish...i'm heading for the last one, Breaking Dawn. =p

Well, my lappy is with Javen, reformating..no choice, need to update my blog by using another pc. So boring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think some of you will feel annoy when i say this word to you, espacially Sookyee. ^^
I miss my friends!

What can i say here? speechless + nothingness

I need outing.

Just to leave a line. Nothing much i can say.
miss you...

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conversation at 6:22 AM

Okay ! Wait! Put AVATAR a side, i found something more interesting. Just talked to Daddy, saying that i wanna work during this holiday. But you know what, Daddy really don't want me to work. This is what he said to me.

" I don't need you to work, i don't need your money. What for you work ? If let say you really wanna work? OK. make sure you're home at 7pm, other than that, you can forget about it. I don't want you to work until late at night.

No issue if you don't work, there's no problem to papa, you can just stay at home and relax, you can go online everyday as long as you like, just stay at home and wait for the result, you can enjoy your life. You don't have money, you tell papa, papa will give you. Why you work? Do you know that we worry about you ? What if something happen to you ?

You know papa, i have 4 daughters and i treat the 4 of you the same, the 4 of you are my princess. I always give you what you want, if i can afford, i surely will give it to you. From small until now..still the same.

Look at your jie jie, she didn't work also. Why you work ?

Now, you just think about what you wanna do in future. Any course that you like, if you can do, den i will pay for it. You can do what you want.

Girl, you must understand, understand the situation. Not that i need your money, and there's no problem to me if you didn't work, it's a problem if you work. We worry about you.
You talk to Mommy again, see what she say, and see what's the job.
Okay? go sleep ...we discuss again.."

Do you think i can go to work ? hmm...no idea.
Be a good girl ? Stay at home and enjoy my life? Online everyday ?

Maybe, i should use this time to think about my future. Bright or dim? Which path should i go...

I should sleep earlier. My slumber is waiting for me, the sleeping beauty....Zzz..


random at 5:20 AM

I'm so free, like i'm the world most free people. Back from Sabah two days ago, and just staying at home, and do nothing. Seriously, i need a job, but i don't think Papa Jeff will like. What to do ? He don't want me to work...

The day before i came back to KL, i was in Sabah and stay at my Aunt place. Watch 3 movies with Lena. 'The covenant', 'Stardust' and 'A walk to remember'. Burn our time by watching three movies in a day. Lena just back from Singapore, and she's now waiting for her result, so she's free like me. Having fun with her.
They ask me about what course i'm taking for further study, but my answer is always a ' don't know yet.' Have you ever see a people like me ? No aim, and no target. Here i am, and now you see.
The next day when i'm on the way to KKIA, Aunt talk to me about it again and i promised her to think about it seriously, and she gave me an idea, and that really attracted me. Food technology. lolx.. food weh..will think about it. I love food. ^^

Long time didn't update and now don't know what to write. Well, maybe after this week, i will be okay...now still not the suitable time for me to update, still in the NS mode. Will adjust it back.
It's my movie time, the first movie i crush on after came back from NS, AVATAR !
Nites, people.

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return at 6:28 AM

I'm back. I'm back from NS, cheer !!!

Surprise? Curious ? Why am i here? Why i come back so early ? =)

I'm not qualify to attend this National Service, if you know me, then you definitely know that i'm not healthy. And so, i'm back to my lovely home.

I'm glad that i only attend to the National Service for two weeks and i'm also glad that i attended to the National Service. Good experience. You will never know how is it before you attend it, but after attending, i found things different. Different ! Honestly speaking, although i'm only attended for two weeks, but i learnt something. The things that i don't do normally, i did it there.
And the thing that make me feel don't want to leave when i'm supposed to leave is FRIENDS. Knew lot of friends there. My KL gang, my dorm mates, my group member and my hi-bye friends. I never know that i can found my heart talk friend in just two weeks time, glad ! Will miss them lot !

My plan ruined because i'm back from the training program. The thing that i planned before this, all become useless...I have to re-plan it all over again.
Promised my Aunt to think about what to study later.....i will think about it seriously...

Just a short post to tell everyone that i'm back...
Miss me ?

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my preparation at 5:05 AM

It's time to say Goodbye to all of you, my family members, my friends and my love. A Goodbye for three months, because i'm going to Sabah for my National Service. 3 months, not long and not short. I'm having a weird feeling the whole day, keep quiet for the whole day, just weird. I don't know why, i'm always like this, whenever i have to go a place which is quite far without Daddy and Mommy, i will have this kind of feeling, weird. Maybe i can't live without Dad and Mom for a long time, but i guess this will be a good chance for me to learn to be independent, try to live alone. May be a good experience. :-) but i considered myself lucky because my Auntie is there, and she will bring me out during weekend or holiday, not everyweek of course, maybe twice a months or something, i don't know, depends.
Still don't feel really good, hopefully my tears won't drop tomorrow. :-)

Let's see what i brought there. ^^


banana boat - sun block ( this is important to me, because i'm so tanned after my trip, and i don't wanna be like a charcoal. )

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