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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
shouldn't eliminate at 7:58 AM

Been abandoned this thingy for days. Let me scribble something here since i'm in a mood of writing? yea, well, anything. Have tons of thought in my mind.

Listening to classical music, best. Trying to make myself relax. Before that, was Chris Daughtry's September playing non-stop. I'M IN LOVE WITH IT =D

Read the newspaper this afternoon when i'm home, there's a news about a child in that family. She got Albinism. It's a kind of disease. She has fair and white skin, she can't stand under the sun, pink eyes, poor eye sight and white hair. This disease is very rare, among 200000 of people, only 1% of the people will have this kind of disease. It's inheritable. *don't know whether i'm correct or not. GO GOOGLE IT YOURSELF that's what i remember*
But, her parents love her very much. They give her the best they could. They did not feel shame because their daughter have this disease, yet they protect her, and they take her as a gift from God.
And something came to my mind, i felt shame on those people who leave their child in orphanage.

Not only that, talk about elimination or discrimination. Peoples will tend to talk about people who have sickness or disease. They laugh and fool about them just because they're different? they have sickness or disease?
I'm very particular on this. It may sound harsh, i apologize first.

I feel shame on those people who laugh at the people who are sick or have disease. SHAME ON YOU. Have you ever think about it, if you're like them, and people are laughing at you just because you're different, how will you feel? You feel sad and hurt right? So they do. We are all human, we have feelings and emotions.
Do you think they purposely want to have disease? NO. They don't. They feel sad too. And i'm sure they feel guilty also, as in they might think that they'll bring trouble to people around them. I'm sure, they felt sorry too. They might also blame themselves.

We shouldn't eliminate or discriminate them.

Be consider. Never laugh at people. We should try our best to help instead.

Remember, things goes round. Today, you may be the one who laugh at people, but someday, people will laugh at you.


we wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow
xoxo

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Sunday, September 19, 2010
bye bye holiday at 8:42 AM

Just a blink of eye, my holiday end. Sad right? I don't like it. How i wish i can have never ending holiday. HAHA! MUST BE DREAMING!
Two weeks, that's less and time passing real FAST! I didn't even enjoy it yet.

I miss my family trip to Malacca that day, I miss the day i met with all my babes. I miss going out. I miss facebook-ing everyday. I miss sleeping at 3am/4am. SUCH AN UNHEALTHY LIFESTYLE.

10 more minutes, my holiday'll be officially end. ); the hell come back. T.T

And yes, as you know, Semester 2 starts tomorrow. I'm ready? crap! I'm NOT READY! still not packing my bag yet! cool right? LOL. Okay, no joke. I don't feel like going back. But my babes are trying to cheer me up, and i should have face the truth.

I still feel so mess up. I'm not good at all.

can i smile?

Think of playing solo for 3 months. Can i ?

Will try to kick away my stupid self pride. Accept the way people think about me. SO THAT I CAN LIVE MORE HAPPILY?

Gotta get myself ready for the coming war. Ain't gonna lose anymore.

face the truth
xoxo

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Saturday, September 18, 2010
i love the night at 11:21 AM

I love the night, it's raining. Not heavy, no thunder.
I feel so comfortable. Lying on the bed, is the best thing to do. =)
Play Jay Chou's musics will be perfect.

How i wish i can stop the time from moving. I wanna pause this moment, the night. Awesome night. Rain patting the windows.

I wanna go to a place where i can be alone. I want a new life with people that i don't know. (of course not my babes!)

Perhaps, i really don't belongs to this path.

Starts to isolate myself. I think peoples are complicated. Unpredictable. I'm afraid.
Maybe, that's what we called 'DARKNESS'.

nobody is perfect
xoxo

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Friday, September 17, 2010
i wanna curse at 10:28 AM

*beware that this post will be a bit rude*
*if you don't wish to see me curse, kindly ignore this post*

I hate it when people ask me about my result once the result is out. F*** Off!
I've no brain, so, don't ask me about my result. I didn't mention that i'm smart before right? Yea, so shut up.
I've the right to choose whether to tell or not to tell, and of course no one can force me to do the things that i don't wanna do. Did i bother you with my result? Sh*T!
You're not someone to me, why should i tell? Are you that "kiasu" huh? Asking around, or i should have give you a round of applause? *CLAP*

People are realistic. NO JOKE! REALISTIC! and yea, also HYPOCRITE! that's right, the best word to describe. Don't pretend to be so innocent in front of everyone, acting like you're weak or whatever it is, and at the end, show your true colours. BRAVO! BRAVO!

Well. *calm down* I know, if people out there read this, will surely have something in them. Like i care?

Talked to Daddy and Mommy (the peoples that i love the most in world, the best dad & mom ever!)
Daddy said, it's not the end of the world.

*no offence okay*
*please don't take one's seat according to the number on the ticket*


it's not the end of the world
xoxo

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Thursday, September 16, 2010
The Last Song at 11:23 AM

Watched The Last Song, great movie and i'm lovin it! =D
though i don't really like Miley Cyrus, but the story's just awesome. I like Love story. =)

Yea, it's from Nicholas Sparks. And now, i'm in love with his books. I wanna read The Last Song, A Walk To Remember and Dear John. But i wonder, whether i have the time to read all of it. Probably not. );
I can't even finish two books in two weeks. (plan failed, blame the internet =p)


It's all love story i know. This is why, i'm so into the Twilight saga. Awesome! Don't you think that too?

There are still a few movies that i wanted to watch in this holiday, i started it late. Perhaps i'll have to stay up late just to finish all of it ?
I've listed out, hope that i can really done all of it. =)


Appreciate the one that you love, and also the one who love you
xoxo

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Tuesday, September 14, 2010
cheeks burning at 11:18 AM

Can't sleep, it's now 0220 in the midnight. I always feel emo at night, and it surely give me back a sleepless night, i wonder did i owe that Miss Insomnia in my previous life?

Was quite happy few days back, because of some reasons that i can't speak out, it's soundless. But then it always don't last long as i wish it could.

*Cheeks burning after i drank a half bottle of water, what happen to me?*

I'm obsess with something, but i don't know what's that thing. Is that thing important? I don't know. If it's not important, what's for me to be obsess with?



will the sky still shine tomorrow?
xoxo

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nostalgia at 10:49 AM

Reading some of my junior's blog, brings back something to me. Nostalgic.

The major examination of their's is coming, just around the corner.

Flashed back to my time, it was last year.
Last year, during that time, yea, i remember i was working hard on it. Reading, revising, doing exercises. Repeatedly everyday. On the desk, messed up. highlighters, pen, eraser, ruler, was my best friend. (woah, sound so good! imma good good girl ;])
Physics, Biology, Chemistry and Add Maths, do do do do. (Imma a noob at Add Maths and Chem, still the same til today)
I love Physics lots! but now it seems i doesn't have the chance to study it anymore. 'cause i've changed to Arts, doing business thingy.

Kinda miss my SPM time, everyone studying so hard. Really different from form 4, when we still playing and fooling around, we called it 'honeymoon year'. =D

To all my juniors out there, appreciate your high school life to the MAXXXX! although the SPM is frustrating, but still, it's just piece of cake (although i didnt perform well). You'll know why i say like this when you're in University or college.

Wish y'all the best of luck! =D do your best.

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Out with babes at 8:47 AM

Yes, i've been waiting this day for loooooong! Finally, an outing with my babes. =)

*i dunno why my dashboard become so small, difficult to see la, what did i pressed?* );

Okay, was so happy on that day! Seriously miss all my babes, too bad Miss Lea and Miss JiaMin's there. );

Picture speak louder than words. Let's see.. =)





There are still more photo but i'm kinda lazy to upload. ha! =p

Til here, ciao.

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Sunday, September 12, 2010
Malacca at 9:29 AM

My first semester break, the very very first time in my life. There'll be more coming up.

So good that my semester break actually fall on Raya eve, also school holiday, so Daddy bring us to a very historic place, Malacca. Just an one day trip, but it's kinda fun. =D lovin it so much. Also, i'm the photographer on that day. You see, photo taken by me and a DSLR camera is sooooooooooo NICE !

Here are some photos that i took. Enjoy!

first stop
Tan Kim Hock
Nic
Nellie
Mom & Nic

historic

red

Then, our lunch

Rojak
Chicken rice
5 balls of rice
ice kacang
cockle
yau yu ong choi

There are still more photo, but i just don't wanna flood this post with photos. =)
Hope you all enjoy this post.

I miss Malacca!

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Tuesday, September 7, 2010
bored at 9:32 AM

Told you, never ever let me be with boredom, 'cause i'll go flood my lovely bloggie, see.. That's what i'm doing now.
At 1243am, not a good time.
Can you feel the bored-ness? );

Nobody to talk to, it seems like i'm a loner. Yes! I am!

Reading people's blog, knowing how sweet people are with their another halve, which remind me of my own (past tense). Jealous, ya la, you can say that i'm desperate for one. I admit, but i'll just imagine okay! NOT for the real. I know how sucks it is.
Hay ya, yala, i'm a stalker. I stalk. Be proud if i stalk you! =)

If you ask, how i spend my holiday? I'll answer, day dreaming! HA! perfect answer. I imagine myself with those hot guys dating, how they pampered me with their love. Imagine my own love story which is totally opposite with my experience. LOL.
Kay, i crap! Just ignore the above statement. ;p *i'm bored* forgive me.

*Backstreet Boys songs playing*
nah.. makes me go more...*despo!* LOL

Throat dry, drink water.
And ya, painted my finger nails. 9 in pinkish red, one in purple white. Weird right? HA! 'cause i like it. ;p

'cause i'm bored

Peoples are having fun out there. When will be mine? Just don't wanna rot at home. );

Daddy decided to bring us to swim tomorrow, but i don't feel like swimming. What can i do?
and Thursday, Melaka one day trip. Nice enough? Yay! Play with my DSLR! (Daddy even want me to learn the skills from Scandium)

My fun all starts next week. ;D seriously, can't wait!! Excitement!

Logan Lerman aka Percy Jackson
;)


Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friend like sister and brother
We understood, we'd never be alone
Those days are gone Now i want you so much
The night is long And i need your touch

xoxo

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Monday, September 6, 2010
feel free and bored at 9:51 AM

Now i know, being too random is not good. 'cause i'll flood my bloggie. and now, what to blog about?

Recently, in love with Backstreet Boys' Crawling back to you and Drowning. *heart*
Nice songs, people, go listen. You'll love it. =)

Semester break for two weeks, and now i can feel the boredom. HOW TO SURVIVE FOR TWO WEEKS ?

Kinda happy because i'm stress free now, can let myself relax a lil bit. Time to train myself up again. Practice healthy lifestyle? If i can. LOL but i really want some sports during this two weeks of holiday. Been living so unhealthy for sooo long..

Swimming, anyone?

I miss high school. I miss the foods, and my teachers. Will try to go back to visit during the second week. =)

Shopping, this is a must! I wanna buy Westlife's album! MUST! Mommy said she'll buy for me. =p and i'll keep watching it over and over again in this holiday! COOL!

Oh ya, two books. I'll try to finish reading that two books, 'The time traveler's wife' which i bought quite a long time ago, last few months and 'The 7 habits of highly effective people' which Daddy recommended.

Will go hunt for Starbucks as well.
Just can't wait for all these to come. =)


begging for a second chance, are you gonna let me in?
xoxo

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hooorayyyy! holiday come to me! at 7:37 AM

Hooooooraaaaayyyyyy!

Here comes the holiday! and yea, today's my last paper which is Financial Accounts, okay, honestly, i screwed it. ); gah... let it be, don't wanna talk about it anymore! Imma play til it drop in this two weeks of holidays! YAY!

Am happy now, i can online without feeling guilty. HA!

i like him
just wonder why everyone hate him.
he's way way way better than the wolf kay. ;p

Plan for holiday? ha! lotsa things to do. I wanna go.... i wanna eat... i wanna buy.... so many. i'll be broke. I'll gain weight (which is not a good thing). xD

I'll enjoy to the MAXXXXXXX before getting the sucks result, and before my new semester begin. ;)

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