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UNICEF at 8:48 AM

I foung a good site at Penn's blog. Actually, i saw this site long time ago, but i didnt click on it before that.

UNICEF

What UNICEF do? UNIDEF help disable children, HIV/AID children, basic development and gentle equality, and children survival and development.

Why UNICEF do that, because children have the right, the world has set a goal for children, children demand a voice, poverty reduction start with children, the people of the world say yes for children and children should not be dying for preventable causes.

We as a healthy human, should help these children so that they can have a happy childhood. Maybe we will never know how suffer it is, we dont know the pain. The children is so innocent that when they are born, they have to suffer from the HIV/AID which is transmitted from their mother. A newly born baby have to suffer from the pain, can you imagine that?

Want to know more details? just click..
http://www.unicef.org/index.php
you will know more details through this site...

Be kind to the children...UNITE FOR CHILDREN UNITE AGAINST AIDS

Labels: UNITE FOR CHILDREN UNITE AGAINST AIDS

Daniel Wu !!!!! at 8:45 AM

woo~i'm crazy with Daniel Wu ! He's so handsome and man ! for your information, i like ABC (american born chinese). I love all his movies and i like his tone when he speak. It's sounds cute !DANIEL WU ! you make me crazy !

daniel wu

Labels: alive not dead

Add math project..bye! at 1:01 AM

Finally, i've done my Additional Mathematics project! so happy...still thinking of whether tomorrow go to school or not. Tomorrow is our school teacher's day, there will be a celebration. After the event, we planned to go Pavillion to celebrate.
Today, all my friends went to celebrate for the end of the mid term exam, i didnt go. Just stay at home and doing nothing. bored!!!!!!
It's holiday ! and i'm going to Langkawi for a camp that organised by school on 1 of june until 4 of june. Quite a long time, hope to have fun there, and i promise i will buy some chocolate that you guys like and give to you all. maybe 2 packets of kisses!
Two weeks holiday what can i do? after i come back from Langkawi, i will go to kampar to visit my sister. and the other day that i dont need to go anywhere, just stay at home and study!
Teacher gave us ack the English paper 1, and i get 48/85. It's bad, i dont think i can get A for it. so sad...but..never give up hope. I will do better.

To all the teachers, HAPPY TEACHER DAY !

Labels: happy teacher day

the question at 8:11 AM

Well, i got a question in my mind right now, someone ask me just now. What am i going to do after SPM? Seriously, i don't dare to think about it. I don't know whether i can go to college anot? I don't know i can pass my SPM anot..suddenly, there's so many question in my mind.

Anyone can answers for me? I start to be afraid. Next Friday, my house will have a farewell party for my sister, because she will be leaving to Kampar soon. I hope that in future, i can have this party, that's mean i can study in college. I really hope that will happen.

Dad brought us to Kampar for few times, and everytime, i was saying that i love that place. I really love it, beautiful scenary, fresh air and is a good environment for study. I love there. Now, my sister are going there to study for 3 years. I feel jealous. I told my mom what i feel, and mom talk to me. She say i can go also, i just need to study harder and i can make my dream come true.

I dunno i can make it anot, but i will try my very best to make a good performance.

Maybe for some people, study is not important, but for me. It's important, if not, why am i keep on studying and why am i keep on holding my books to do revision? I appreciate it. Although it's just a cheapest college, but i really appreciate it.

Like people, they apply for scholarship or sponsorship, they willing to do anything for their future. Running here and there, go here and there just for interview, why they do that? They want to get a college. It's for their own.

I should do something for my future i think. Nothing is too late.

I felt sad for you. You having a tough life. Busy for the interview, running here and there, going in and out of the camp. Pray for you...

Dad told me before, he will send me to Kampar too. But i know myself, and i told myself, if i dun have a good result, just dont go to kampar, dont study college. Dont waste money and study for nothing. Useless. Rather to find a job, and take the salary and give to mom and dad. I rather to do that if my result is bad. I will think of it.

No matter what it is, i will responsible on my own life. I choose to go this way, and i will not give up. No matter how tough it is, i will endure and i believe i can get a better life after i succeed!

There's no turn back in time. Appreciate the things that God give to you. Strive and aim high!

Labels: life is challenge

The mid year examination at 5:57 AM

woo~is weekend. I felt happy, because i can take a rest in this two days. I can prepare myself for the coming papers.
Thank God, the Math and Add Math paper is over. Recently, the BM, BI, MATH and ADD MATH paper is over. I'm so happy. And i know i did very bad with my Add Math paper, the whole paper i only can answer a few question, how bad am i ? and my BI..i felt sad with it, at first i aimed A for it, but after i pass up the paper, i know, my A is gone. so sad..but nvm..i know i will do better on the next exam.

Everyone seem to be busy studying, next Monday is BIOLOGY. So, the Zamrudians and my beloved friends who taking exam, gambateh ya! Take a good rest during this two days. Don't be too tired.

I got a news, and i'm so happy. He came back again for another interview at Melaka for two days and this time, the interview will be a bit tougher, but i know, he sure can pass. Good luck and all the best. I'll pray for you. wait for your good news...

Fight for you, Strive & Aim high !

Labels: good luck and all the best

The grading test at 5:51 AM

Today's my taekwondo grading test, and my performance was bad. I knew it . I started to hate myself..i never prepare for it and until this morning only i do my practice and only i realize what to do with the exam.
What i did today was extremely bad ! I hate it! did wrong all the kicks part. I hate it! wanna retake! too sad.
We did something bad to our sir, we complained him infront of the head master, and he is not here today, we told the head master about the problems, comments and complian. I think that's bad, but we did. Sorry...if we are hurt you. so sorry...
i dont wanna blog about it anymore, it make me sad!

Labels: bad day..dont want it to happen again, bad exam

TWILIGHT at 1:25 AM

Well, i never experience that before. For your information, i bought TWILIGHT story book, and it's damn nice!
..." That i wasn't mad at you. Cant you see that, Bella?" He was suddenly intense, all trace of teasing gone. " Don't you understand?"

" See what?" i demanded, confused by his sudden mood swing as much as his words.

" I'm never angry with you-how could i be? Brave, trusting..warm as you are,"

" Then why?" i whispered, remembering the black mood that pulled him away from me, that i'd always interpreted as well-justified frustration-frustation at my weakness, my slowness, my unruly human reactions....

He put his hand carefully on both side of my face. " I infuriate myself," he said gently. " The way i can't seem to keep from putting you in danger. My very existence puts you at risk. Sometimesi truly hate myself. I should be stronger, i should be able to----"

I placed my hand over his mouth. " Don't."

He took my hand, moving it from his lips, but holding it to his face.
" I love you," he said. " It's a poor excuse for what i'm doing, but it's still true."

It was the first time he'd said he loved me-in so many words. He might not realize it, but i certainly did.


The TWILIGHT saga-

TWILIGHT * NEW MOON * ECLIPSE * BREAKING DAWN

I'm going to buy all of it.

Edward Cullen, you drive me crazy! Fall in love to TWILIGHT!
Hope when the movie New Moon release, i still can watch it with you.

Labels: Twilight..the movie that we watch together..

they left.. at 1:04 AM

On that thursday, was my cousin's birthday, and at night, there was a party at his house. So, my mom fetch all of us there to celebrate with him. My cousin sister all came, is not very fun actually, but i'm trying to smile all the way. I brought my TWILIGHT story book there and i just sat on the floor and read. It's so nice! But, suddenly, they decide to sing karaoke, and i cant pay attention on the book anymore, it's too loud. I stop from reading for while and sit down there and look at them. They have fun and i also have some coz seeing them singing those old song, it's quite funny. Aunty prepared so many food for us but at last, we didnt finish it up. Wasted! forgive me..i'm really full. My elder cousin brought his brother one secret recipe cake, and the cake is funny! All different flavour. Special right? i ate one piece of chocolate indulgent that make me full!!! After a while, we wet back home. My grandma and cousins sleep over at my house for a few day, and just now my dad just fetched them back.
We have fun at home! All my cousin is very crazy person, they can really play until the whole house mess up. good! We chitchat during the night..sharing. NICE! Hope they can coma to my house again. It's nice!
Last night, we sleep at 4am, is that cool? we are trying not to sleep. but..at last all feel sleepy. too bad..and i realized that tehy are really busy all the day with their phone. The phone will keep on ringing the whole day. They're really having a big business!
Anyway, it's happy to be with them this few days.

Labels: miss you