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the question at 8:11 AM

Well, i got a question in my mind right now, someone ask me just now. What am i going to do after SPM? Seriously, i don't dare to think about it. I don't know whether i can go to college anot? I don't know i can pass my SPM anot..suddenly, there's so many question in my mind.

Anyone can answers for me? I start to be afraid. Next Friday, my house will have a farewell party for my sister, because she will be leaving to Kampar soon. I hope that in future, i can have this party, that's mean i can study in college. I really hope that will happen.

Dad brought us to Kampar for few times, and everytime, i was saying that i love that place. I really love it, beautiful scenary, fresh air and is a good environment for study. I love there. Now, my sister are going there to study for 3 years. I feel jealous. I told my mom what i feel, and mom talk to me. She say i can go also, i just need to study harder and i can make my dream come true.

I dunno i can make it anot, but i will try my very best to make a good performance.

Maybe for some people, study is not important, but for me. It's important, if not, why am i keep on studying and why am i keep on holding my books to do revision? I appreciate it. Although it's just a cheapest college, but i really appreciate it.

Like people, they apply for scholarship or sponsorship, they willing to do anything for their future. Running here and there, go here and there just for interview, why they do that? They want to get a college. It's for their own.

I should do something for my future i think. Nothing is too late.

I felt sad for you. You having a tough life. Busy for the interview, running here and there, going in and out of the camp. Pray for you...

Dad told me before, he will send me to Kampar too. But i know myself, and i told myself, if i dun have a good result, just dont go to kampar, dont study college. Dont waste money and study for nothing. Useless. Rather to find a job, and take the salary and give to mom and dad. I rather to do that if my result is bad. I will think of it.

No matter what it is, i will responsible on my own life. I choose to go this way, and i will not give up. No matter how tough it is, i will endure and i believe i can get a better life after i succeed!

There's no turn back in time. Appreciate the things that God give to you. Strive and aim high!

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