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FairyLand Saturday, June 20, 2009
 i shouldnt say that at 6:24 AMI know i shouldn't said that. Because i don't want anything to happen, and i'm a coward ! I know ! A stupid coward. I don't dare to tell you how i feel again, i scare to get hurt! I know the answer that you told me is not true, i don't think that's the truth, but i choose to believe you. When you ask me who i don't wanna live without, i told you the true, coz i don't wanna to bluf you. Another three weeks, you're leaving. I did that again! Again ! I hate myself! Why you ask me? and why i answer you ? The feeling is so...sad? hurt? embarrassing? i dunno !! You wanna know the true, okay. I tell you, yes, i like you ! and i know what's your answer, you don't need to explain or say anything, because i don't want to listen to the same answer again ! It's really hurting me! you know? I don't want to suffer for that again ! I can still remember what you said last time, it's really hurting me so much ! I don't know what am i doing, just hate myself and regret for telling you! I'm very sure how you feel. I just don't wanna to listen to the answer again, i don't wanna face the true. You can call me coward ! It's up to you ! I'm a COWARD ! I'll make myself ready to listen to the explanation that you wanna do, i'll prepare for it, so that i won't get hurt so much! 我是胆小鬼，我不敢再一次面对你的答案，因为我在很早以前就知道了！我不想在伤害我自己。那种伤心的感觉，是非常难受的，你知道吗？ 我没有勇气再告诉你，因为我不想再一次的听会同一个答案。在一开始，我就不应该喜欢你，我是个笨蛋！一个大笨蛋！ 我讨厌我自己，我恨我自己！ 对不起，如果爱你，让你觉得心烦，那么我会假装不爱你。。 你快离开了，我不想有任何事情发生，因为我要珍惜和你在一起的最后的三个星期。。（不是恋爱那种哦） 三年，不是很久啊，等就等！ 我不想你觉得我很烦，所以每次都不敢找你。。 我很想知道你的答案，但却不敢面对，我很本对吧？你不需要解释，我已经很清楚，和明白了。。 会做好心理准备接受你的解释的。。 Labels: I'm a coward |
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