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sad or happy? at 6:24 AM

I don't know how to describe my feelings right now. When you tell me that you get into MISC, i felt so happy for you, I've been laughing and smiling the whole day. But when you tell me that you're leaving for 3 years and we cant chat, cant see for 3 years..my heart suddenly pained ! I really don't know what to say, i'm happy that finally you get what you want, but i'm going to lost what i want.

3 years, not a long time and also not a short time, by that time, you are 21 years old and i'm 20. Everything changed!

When you said, you're going to miss me, i said the same thing to you too. I cant feel the happiness when you say you miss me. I'm going to miss you too and i always do. What will happen in three years time? I don't know.

When you last leave for three months, i don't have this feeling because we still can chat every weekend. But now..3 years..can we still chat every weekend?

3 years..36 months , 156 weeks, and 1095 days....what will i be?

I wont ask you :' can you please don't go?', and i cant ask that. I know nothing can stop you, and i'm not anyone to you..i'm not a selfish person. But.."will you come back once a year?" this's what i might ask.

I'm going to miss you for three years..though is not a very long distance, but i know..i'm going miss you..

How hurt when you're missing someone? Do you know how it feel? You cant even ask him/her 'how are you?'..so sad...

Just another month, i can be with you only one more month, you're leaving by next month. I will appreciate the one month that i can still be with you.

As people say, time pass very fast. I hope the three years will pass faster.

I don't know will i cry when the time i say goodbye to you, but i'm sure! I won't be happy on that day. Saying goodbye to you is a hard work for me. I will try my best not to cry infront of you. I'll be waiting for you, no matter what i have to do..i'll wait for you.

You must take care and drink more water. Don't let yourself fall sick. You're easy to get fever, take good care of your health. Always remember what you can take and what you cant. Dont get yourself too tired.

I wish you ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK !
May god bless you !

(this post may be continue if i have thing to add, coz now i really cant think about anything. i just feel down)

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