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Stupid say nonsense at 6:29 AM

I dunno whether it's right or wrong. I just confused, is that really good to both of us? We have nothing to chat about anymore. You didnt say it out, but i can feel it. Really nothing more. Everytime we talk about the same thing, should i stop? I dunno it's right or wrong? It' s that good to both of us? I'm wasting your time and your credit. I know that, and actually you dont need to do that, what promise and all those things, it's just something used to bluf a kid. I dont need that, maybe. I'm very sure what will happen to us in future. You are good, and i felt guilty you know. I felt guilty when you do those things. You really dont need to do that.
I'm confused to myself, what am i thinking about. What i doing now is correct or not? Yes, i felt happy every weekend, but how about you? Are you happy also? I feel like i'm forcing you ! NO!!! I'm not. And i dont want it to happen. You taught me many things and i learn many things.
I dont think what i'm doing is right! dont you? just like what i say before, you really dont need to do that. I'm a volunteer but you're not ! I just need one answer, do you happy? Tell me the truth. You dont need to do the things that you're unwilling to..
I dont wanna be selfish ! and i'm not a selfish person !
I'm stupid! No matter in study or in anything else, I'm STUPID !
I just cant figure it out. Am i really happy also? Is this the true happiness i'm having? I'm a nerd!I'M A STUPID FELLOW ! Idiot! baga!
I promise i will do well in my study !

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