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For you at 8:06 AM

Can't sleep again, and one of a sudden, i think about so many things about you. I took out my personal diary and take a look with it. Wow~amazing! I don't realize that i wrote so many things about you. I have six books, and there's four books consist of the things that's about you. I really don't realize it. I read, read, and read...i found out so many things.

After one year, the thing that i wanted, really came to me.

On the 13 of June 2008, the first time i saw you. You were sitting at the side of the LRT station's staircase, holding a book, focusing on your work.
The 18 of June 2008, i got to know that day is your birthday. I saw so many people wishing you. The first time we chat through MSN was on the 21 of June 2008. The first time, introducing each other, knowing each other.

For God so love the world that he give to his only son, Jesus that whoever believe in him should not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

The verse that you told me. I remember it until now.

The 2 of July 2008, you know who am i finally, and the 5 of July 2008, the first time we talk to each other face to face at LRT station.

We saw each other 5 times on the 2 of August 2008. We were looking at each other and smiling at each other. I was like, so weird.
On the 17 of August, saw you at the Add Math seminar, and heard someone asking for you.

- Your preparation for SPM-

That was the first time i hang out with you, and the first time i hang out with boys. On the 3 of December 2008. This will be the memorable day in my life.
On the 20 of December 2008, I was shocked by you. I was in Genting and i received your message at night. Unbelievable.

The 23 of December 2008. My birthday. That's the most surprising birthday that i ever had. In the morning, felt disappointed because i thought that you forget my birthday. But..at night, i was so extremely happy. Because i really surprised when i look at your message! You're the last one to wish me, and the special one.
I had the most scary and embarrassing new year eve with you. The first time i said that to you. I was frozen after i saying that. Heart beat increasing...

-HAPPY NEW YEAR-

6 of January 2009, i get the answer from you, and it make me sad.
The 15 of March 2009, SPM result is out ! It make me happy because you get 7 As.
On 19 of March 2009, you went to NS.
-3 months-

The 9 of June 2009, you're back!

23 of June 2009, the first time we met after you coming back from NS. Went to McDonald, and you were teaching me Chemistry.
At night, really can't believe that you will said that to me, i was like 'am i dreaming?' I tried to pinch myself, but it's TRUTH ! The day that i'm with you.
25 of June 2009, hanging out with you the second time.
30 of June 2009, the third time.

You're leaving on 19 of July 2009.

How do you feel after reading this post? Stupid right? Stupid because i remember all these things. Stupid? =p..
I don't know why i recorded down these, maybe i want it to be a part of my life. I want it to be in my mind, want it as a memory.

I think, it's time for me to say Goodbye. Goodbye to you. My lovely you.

I'll be missing you. Non stop loving you.
Take care.
I'll do all my promises.
Good luck and all the best.

The every moment that we shared together, will always in my mind. My memories...

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