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sleepless at 5:53 AM

Okay, first and foremost, I DIDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT ! Really the whole night never sleep. Now i look like a panda. I don't know why i'm having insomnia. Nvm..is a good try. Lie on the bed for a whole night without sleeping..GOOD!

I'm sick.

Well, i wanna praise someone ! Yeah, it's you ! I felt so jealous to 'Someone's relationship. I really feel that your partner very...geng ! Can make our 'someone' to become so 'good'. wow ! Really like what you wrote in the message ' you may leave now'. Cool...lol..
someone, you're man ! (i noe you dont like ppl to call you man, but you're really MAN !)

Just went out for dinner. During that time, my sister suddenly asked a question and it make everyone stunned!
Where do human come from? Dad's answer, Adam and Eve.
All of us laugh.

I dont wanna fight no more..
I..forget what we were fighting for..
and the loneliness is in my heart..
let me be apart from you..
I don't wanna have to try..
to live without you in my life..
so..i hope that we could start tonight..
cause i don't wanna fight no more...

Just a blink of eye, my holiday gone !
What i did during this holiday? STUDY. Nothing else other than study, i take my resting hour to online. Twice a week.
Fighting !

Labels: human can change because of love

Everything- leehom at 5:22 AM

Everything - 王力宏

故事里的 起承转合

有一些忘记做了多少错误的选择原来波折

才暗示着 该走的方向指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说 我们没什么出息

不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause You're My Everything

就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界

想给你Everything不管用多少个明天

永远从此刻开始算起你的爱是我的Everything

辽阔天际 巧合相遇 有多少机率多少烟火

坠落无痕迹因为幸福 没有捷径

难免要绕道不被看好越是要走到 就算别人都说

我们没什么出息不可能会这样轻易放弃

你就是Everything就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界

想给你Everything只要你说一声愿意

所有的未来才有意义

你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You're My Everything就这个原因

让我勇敢面对这个世界

想给你Everything不管用多少个明天

永远从此刻开始算起

你就是Everything

就如这个原因 我会永远记住这种感觉想给你Everything

只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义

你的爱是我的Everything



moody at 10:34 PM

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now. It's just so complicating. Keep on asking myself not to think about it, but it's really hard for me to do that.
Feel confuse..

Just came back from Kampar. Though i went there for fun, but still i can't get any fun over there.
I steep myself into the swimming pool, try to make myself clear about the situation. I go deeper and deeper..searching for something take could help. I start to ask myself, 'what's wrong with me?'.
The pool water is just so clear.
Swim rounds and rounds, starting until the end, and from the end back to the starting point. Still...i can't make myself clear.

Currently, i'm doing revision at home. Biology..add math..history. woo~
but..still..not everything in my brain. Omg!
It's not a good mood for me to study. That's why....
Get lost!
Concentration come to me. ^^
Will get good resut in trial. ^^

Labels: nonsense

random at 4:50 AM

Yesterday, went to tuition. After that, four of us went to Chatroom to have our lunch. We are just so hungry after the class, maybe we over used our brain. =p
Let me show you, how 'perasan' am i..^^





me & my babi's head..

Labels: practicing

i like it at 2:18 AM

Let me post something which i like it when i first read it. Saw this from a people blog. I don't know this guy, but..really like the post. Maybe some of you read this before, i don't know.

guy must learn-

When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]

When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]

When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]

When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]

When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [Pull her back]

When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]

When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]

When she's scared - [Protect her]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]

When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]

When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]

When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]

When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]

When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]

When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]

When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]

When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]-

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything-
DON'T let her have the last word-

NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better-

Say you love her more than she could ever love you-

Argue that she is the best girl ever-

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go-

When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her-

When she says she's sorry, she truly means it-

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her-

Treat her like she's all that matters to you-
Tease her and let her tease you back-

Stay up all night with her when she's sick-

Give her the world-

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her-

Let her know she's important-
Kiss her in the pouring rain.

I like it, but i don't think this will happen in the real life.
Guys..learn some of it. Seriously, girls like it.

Labels: should learn some romance

i dont know is she talking about you at 4:55 AM

萧闳仁-我没有错

我坐在咖啡店落地窗的前面

雨水洒满整条街和人们的脸

钢琴的黑白键搭配过的和弦

我们的爱情什么和弦

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰

这样的台北还有什么好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动

给我借口让我这次能够彻底的放手

让我走别让我更痛苦的过

不让你伤的更重

i'll always always love you so

你表情好憔悴强颜欢笑的脸

你那哭红的双眼让我好心碎

我愿意让你飞不再对你留恋

别让我成为你的侧脸

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰

这样的台北还有什么好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动

给我借口让我这次能够彻底的放手

让我走别让我更痛苦的过

不让你伤的更重
i'll always always love you so

伤得更重伤得更重

也许我没有离开的理由

是我没用无法守护著你一直到最后

别回头答应我

你会好好过

让我默念一万遍

i'll always always love you

love you so

I use this song to express myself because i think it's really what i feel after i read something that make me confused.

Labels: am i the third party

stress at 7:39 AM

This week end up with stressful.
Yea, trial is coming very soon. I still have two weeks times for me to do revision. Nervous~
I'm tyring very hard because i've promised that i'll do well in the exam and proved it.

It's been a time we didn't see each other. Baby, how are you ? How's everything going? How's your study? Nice? That's so many things that i wanna ask..i wanna know.

I miss you ! I wish i can listen to your voice. I think, it's enough to make me happy because throughout this week, there's so many things happened to me and i'm down and sad with it. I really miss you !

Time may take us apart, that's true, but I will always be there for you. You're in my heart, you'll be in my dreams, no matter the miles between.

I'm stress with my study. My modern Mathematics, as well as my Additional Mathematics. I can't see any improvement. For the others subjects, there's still a little improvement. I'm scared!

I need help.
I'm going to collapse. Stress!!!

Labels: did you miss me

that's what i feel.. at 5:30 AM

Just read Jing's blog, and i have the same feel like her. But, our case is different.
Jing, don't be sad. Just say it out, there's still many of us here, we will cheer you up. FRIEND that's what we call.

I wanna thank someone here. Thanks for your opinion and ideas. That's my chemistry teacher. He's now at UK, but he will be back very soon. Really thanks to him, because he gave me some ideas on study. I really don't know what to do with my chemistry. Mr. Lee Cheng Min, thanks a lot.

SPM and trial is coming. Just around the corner. Readers, my blog will not be update sometimes. Now put my effort on study. Move on to study. SPM ! yeah! i'm coming to you.

Words are just not enough to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I need you by my side, all my life. You have touched my life in ways others can't even think of.

Yea, we're now all studying. HARDWORKING! I never see Zamrudians so quiet when teacher's not around. The first time, and we did it because of SPM. Go for it!

I missed you. You meant everything to me.

Labels: random

i dreamed..it's a nightmare at 8:59 PM

One of a sudden, i have so many things to say...
I dreamed last night. It's a nightmare! I'm afraid.

- One day, i go out with you and my friends. I suddenly angry with you, i leave you alone and walk away with my friends. Suddenly, one of my friend told me that you're very sad, and blaming yourself. I finally figured out that i'm wrong ! i'm the one who did wrong. i'm too childish !! I ran back to find you...but...cant get. I'm so regret.....-

The dream end like this. I woke up.
I'm afraid. i'm afraid that this really will happen in real life ! No ! I don't want.
I'm sorry. So sorry. Dear, i loved you. I don't want us end up like this, i'm afraid. I don't wanna lose you.
I will take care of myself and stop thinking so much. I just like a stupid, i'm thinking so much nonsense. Always disturbing you. I cant do that!!! You are busy, and you have your own privacy. I understand you. I wont do that anymore.
Dear, i'm sorry and i love you.
I be a best girlfriend for you.
We're one !

Labels: dont leave me alone

reunited at 7:58 AM

Met up with my yaekwondo sir this morning at Queen park's sushi king.

Labels: reunited