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finally you said it out at 9:01 AM

1 of February 2010, i will remember this day, because it will be a memorable day to me.
Finally, you told me your truth feeling. Thank you.

Being with you for the 7 months and 9 days, is really a very nice dream to me. From the day you asked me to be your girlfriend, i already knew that, my sweet dream won't last long. I will still wake up someday. But, i'm happy that i have a very sweet and nice dream for 7 months and 9 days.
Thank you for loving me in this 7 months and 9 days, i appreciate it a lot.

It's all my fault, i'm sorry for everything. I'm silly, i'm not good enough and i'm not understanding enough to you. I should have be better, but i fail to do that, and so i fail to deserve you love.
Actually, i already sensed that our love is fading few months ago, but i still hold on it and told myself that it's just a hallucination, that's not true. But, finally i know, what i sensed is right. It's not hallucination, that's reality.

You apology and saying that is your fault and you're not good enough. NO! That's not. It's not your fault and you're very good. It's mine and i'm not good enough. I'm the one who have to apology.

You said that you tried to change your mindset to love me, thank you. Thank you for forcing yourself to love me. I know it's hard to love someone that you don't really love.

You said you do love me before, i'm happy to know it. Thank you!

I really happy that you tell me the truth, although at first i was like, what the hell, you dumped me?, but after a few minutes, i realized that i don't feel sad but i have a little bit of happy. Because you're going to have a better one or maybe your soul mate. Because i know you're going to be happy afterwards.

I know myself, i'm not good. I having lots of problem which will never cure, if our relationship continue, it will be so unfair to you.
Now, you leave me, maybe it's something good to you.

I won't blame you, because i already know that it won't last long.

Maybe letting go is another kind of love. So, i don't argue to pull back, i let it go. Not that i give up, is just that, what i want is him to be happy, and we will still be happy, and i don't want we end up with war. Let it peace. Happy ending !

And now, i can tell the whole world that my ex-boyfriend is Daniel Wong Zi Xiang. Proud of it ! =p he's my first love.
i'm sorry if you doesn't want to let anyone know that i'm your ex-girlfriend. I just feel like telling.

We broke up in peace. ^^
23-6-2009 ------1-2-2010
in the memory of me

I still love you.
I believe that if it's mine, it will come back to me someday.
Know that you're sailing soon, Good Luck and All The Best. Take care ^^God bless you.

Thank you for everything.
love you

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