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FairyLand Saturday, July 31, 2010
 true colour at 8:08 AMit's week 10, time flies. Things come and go, and unexpectedly, humans true colour revealed gradually. Lesson learnt, never trust someone so easily. we might be silly sometimes without our self being aware of it.  eyes, is what we use to observe, believe in what we see Hypocrite, you've succeed. you make everyone believe in you. and there go, i being naive, trust in you. But sometimes, we can't put the blame on those hypocrite, should blame our self for being silly. edited.jpg) there could be a devil behind a smile friendship is what I'm searching for in the new phrase of my life, but it seems to be so hard, and it's what i really treasure. Appreciate people who really help you, and here comes the true friends. I know who you are, i really like you all. (Wei Jie, Lay yan, Jung Yung, Kenny, Sue Ann..) People treat me well, i'll treat them even well! People treat me bad, i dont give a damn, and i'll return 1000000x even bad to them! To all my girls out there that i love the most, remember i always miss you girls! ;) i really do! Labels: lesson learnt Thursday, July 29, 2010
stressful at 3:14 AMTaking out a few minutes from studying to update my bloggie. Tomorrow will be my General Mathematics quiz 2, I'm nervous! people who know me will know how 'good' my mathematics was. test 1 and quiz 1, i done terribly! It makes my mood go down down for two days, washes my face with tears. ); if there's nothing happen, most probably, I'll be resitting this General Mathematics 1 in the next sem. ); I'm very optimist since i got so many attacks before, I'm immune? i don't know. i seriously hope that i don't need to resit, please! god bless me! I'm working hard on it. but, think again, nothing wrong with resitting actually, just that people keep on looking down upon you, let them be, you get used to it already. ); oh mama! how am i gonna survive after i get the result, another broken heart! really hope to pass it! ;) i don't aim high in Maths, just a pass. please! work harder! harder! mathematico, i really hope you treat me well! Labels: mathematico Sunday, July 18, 2010
the task at 2:03 AMHave the feel to blog, just let me drop here something, i might not have the feel to blog later on. For thing to change, i must change first. .jpg) life will never be black and white (ignore the nerd) Dont wanna repeat it again. Still remember how it feel, like a knife poke into the heart. Bleed. To make thing better, i must to be better. Better than before. Not better than others, but myself. There's not free lunch, to get something, we have to pay for it. Effort pay off. Not enough, pay more! Face the reality. It's not the material that can satisfy me, but the piece of paper. Never look down upon. My task's not complete. I'm running all the way, i'll reach the destination, my aim someday! Keep running, stand up when you fall. Run faster when you want to give up. End up with happiness and satisfaction. That's what i want. And that's what i deserve to achieve if i work for it. Keep going! There's no end for rainbow. Labels: run faster when you want to give up Saturday, July 17, 2010
shall change at 7:29 AMAnother great day ahead. My life is in a mess? yea, guess so. Shall live in regular pattern. .jpg) braid It's time to get back on track. Do what i should. Be carefree. I miss secondary school life freaking lot, can i go back? I've regret for what i'm doing now. Again, and always, a big big disappointment in front of the decision i made. Do not give up? Can i ? Be Thankful. I'll work for it no matter what, regardless how will it be at the end, at least i do my best. Labels: another great day ahead Friday, July 16, 2010
that's it at 6:13 AMYou'll never know until thing happened. Unpredictable. Surprises. Friends are hard to find. Especially true friend, friend who you can heart to heart talk to, friend who are on the same tune. Believe it, there's. .jpg) you'll see who're the real one Life is a happy accident. It's hard to get a life, the chances of getting a life is very low. You should be happy with your life because you're lucky to come to this world. Although it might be ugly, but look at different point, you'll find that actually there's still colors in life. Appreciate and treasure. Labels: life is a happy accident Thursday, July 15, 2010
emo attack at 1:09 AMWonder why emo-ness don't let me go, hold me tightly and lock me up. Why? Did i kill your lover or something? Just let me go okay? Am so emo right now, and few days ago. This will be another emo post again. I realized that it's been a while since i smile wholeheartedly. I forget how to smile i guess. Smile.. what's that?  define me the meaning of smile Been thinking, thinking and thinking for several times, something that i shouldn't think about. Being silly and naive. Hard to forget. The pain, still there. It's sucks, it's sick, it's hurt, it's torture, it's burden, it's pain, it's suffer. The scars you carve on the heart, will never disappear. It'll be there forever. Phobia. .jpg) believe in self People out there, don't ever be proud of what you're having, and don't think of Forever. Things won't last forever. In the dark, i figure out my way. Won't fall Labels: love is just a lie Saturday, July 10, 2010
Eclipse at 6:22 AMWatched Twilight Saga: Eclipse today! Thumb up! I love it much! Edward oh Edward!! Awesome! ;)  Met up with my girlfriends today, i miss them so so much! it's been a long time didnt see them, am glad to see them today! Had a great time with them, chitchat, jokes, fun! Love it! Too bad that i always have to go home early and on time, spoiled their fun. When will be the next time ? soon or later? I really miss you girls a lot! I really hate goodbye. I cried today, 'cause of my babe's wave, the last wave with her calling my name and i turnaround. Tears dropped. ); Was so emo in the bus, tears keep on falling, thinking of something which i shouldn't. Missing someone is even hurt than losing someone. Edward oh Edward! "I know the consequences of the choice you made, i live through it." awesome shit! Eclipse! Edward love Bella! Natalie love Edward! funny part, Jacob said "I'm hotter than you" to Edward. =.=" Another post will be here soon. ;) Labels: hate goodbye Saturday, July 3, 2010
consequences at 2:44 AMForget about yesterday, remember today and future? wonder why i just can't forget about the sorrow. Hurting so badly, scars on heart. Take away my confidence and also my happiness. Sweep away at once. Break me down. fall on the ground. Still remember the circumstance, i stunned. Mind was all blur and empty. Learnt a lesson, the consequences. edited.jpg) things could repeat again Be brave to face it? Again, i doubt myself whether is that a right decision, can i survive til the end? Giving up? why i hold it tight at the very first? Is that what i want and what i posses at last? What can i do now? continue or stop? Give up or pull back? I can't see rainbow. living in the dark. Can i stand up at the end? will i continue to be the loser or the winner? " you have no right to blame or cry, because you're not working hard enough, loser." Realization. Awareness. Labels: hate me |
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