there are stories behind a smile

Trying on everything.

Been thinking while reading, what people does, and what i did.

Situation might be different, but still looking at the same angle, though mine is not that bad.

People awake and so i am ? NO. Obviously, i'm still in that situation where i still think about the past, still half diving.

I'm searching, searching for turning point, for U-Turn.

I'm begging, begging for chances, begging for miracle.

I'm asking, asking for things that's not belongs to me.

Now i ask myself, is that worth for me to search and beg?

I change, change to be so Not me. I avoid from people who like me, i act so Not me in front of everyone. Hypocrite it called.

Go on.