Was on phone with my babe Sook Yee this two days, kinda long time didn't call her. I miss the time during high school, i used to call her almost everyday. =) Miss her voice as well.

We talked about so many things, was happy. Just now, called her and i cried. Just can't resist, the tears keep rolling down, and i can't even talk. She keep on talking to me to cheer me up, Thanks babe. =)

Wonder why i cry? Told her that i'm useless.

my effort still not enough

Talk about humiliation, i've never been humiliate by anyone before i enter University. Neither family nor friends did that to me. Never.

But after i enter university, it happen almost everyday. I've been humiliated by peoples almost everyday. Now i know how it feels, not a good feeling.

Wonder did i fight back? Honestly speaking, i remain silent. Why? Because when peoples are smarter than you, the only thing that you can do is shut up.

Wonder how will daddy react if i tell him his daughter has been humiliated by people in university almost everyday.

I think, it's time for me to get all this. Give and take. Experience.

feel shame

Thanks to my babes Sukyie Loh, Pui Jing, Yuh Wen and Amanda Kuek for cheering me up in facebook. =)

Yes, like they said, should keep fighting!

*will be right beside me* =)

Eyes pain, due to crying. But, i do feel better after i cried. *Why this girl always cry la? * 'Cause i'm easy to get crying. ;)

end here.