Did not sleep well for days, like i always say, insomnia is my best friend.

Found myself actually struggling with something, but not really know what's that all about.

Chatted with one of my friend that night..

"You're old enough to think about what you should do, and what you want in life.."

Kept thinking about it the whole night, if not mistaken, i slept at 4 or 5am that night. Really can't sleep. =X

Don't know why i can't get my head to study, finals are around the corner and i'm still relaxing to the max here. No doubt, i feel scare, afraid, and worry. Seriously, i am!

Wonder what's in my mind.

I know, i should go study now instead of blogging. And it's kind a shame to ask people to give you motivation to study. I know i know.

What if i fail again this time? Should i continue? Do i really belongs to this path? I doubt.

I'm seriously afraid. I don't want history to repeat again.